tulipsrosesanddaisies

2010-12-05T03:34:00.002+08:00

Shifted, kthxbye.
try twitter/fb, if not dont bother searching.

2010-11-29T03:10:00.002+08:00

I must have been insane to do this;
the amount of food I ate in two nights can save a dozen of kids
in Africa, not kidding HAHAHA.
I think it's a lot, enough to make my face bloat but
to quote someone, 'you always think its alot'
HAHA! We shall see, in time to come, I will be in shape,
very round/circular shape.

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I have so much readings to do that I think my eyesight's been deteriorating.
Eyes have been so dry every single day, on top of that, they are getting smaller as
the days go by. Maybe I will no longer be able to see anything by exams time.

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Caffeine addict, very serious case.
I have been drinking Starbucks for the past few days,
like a daily affair. On certain days, I can drink up to two cups.
My record's a three by the way.

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Hello, the whole world's been talking, okay I mean the whole Singapore
has been talking about Nexx.
I am still waiting patiently for my turn to come;
clearly, I think I am one of the last few souls
in North-east that has not been there YET.
I have friends who have already visited that place a FEW times HAHA!

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Now, sleep time! Have to READ again tomorrow Zzz.

2010-11-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

A little moody today;
the only good thing? Prolly my dinner with Dad and Bro <3

when love takes over.

2010-11-24T21:21:00.007+08:00

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went to school for 40min today.
SSC - Hall 15 - NIE
1. To apply as legal squatter for IHG (yet to complete application Zzz)
2. To clear the mess I'd left in the lab yesterday.
No, I am not so bo-liao, I was forced to carry out the above two acts.

While I was in school, X had to text me for Y because Z needs it.
The last word was, 'URGENT'
Every single soul in school is busy, you're not the only one.
I may not have a test this week but I have other work to do.
But well, I managed to complete the task in that given amount of time,
you just have to count your blessings.

I had a simple but happy lunch today.
My second can of coke this week;
first was Coke Diet on Monday,
and today was Coke Light.
Blame it on the intense heat in the afternoon.
Come to think of it, I drink like only 3 cans of Coke each year,
maybe it will be a record breaking year this 2010.
(Let us not take into consideration the Coke mixers I had with alcohol, HAHA)

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'I am gonna launch an attack, gonna to bring in my troop!'
'HAHAHA your troop all body-less!'
'Who says!'
'HAHAHA one with only a pair of eyes.'

Love stay-in rainy days;
when thunder alters to the last thing on my scary-list,
while time becomes my only fear, cause it's never enough.
hearts your presence much.

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Fact of the day, I drank one cup of coke, one cup of coffee, two cups of bubble tea.
And, less than a cup of plain water.

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Want to get out of Singapore,
for a holiday.

2010-11-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

This week, another one of my favourite.

I can't remember when was the last time I left home and
not have the word 'assignment' in my mind.
I can't remember when was the last time I slept with a peaceful mind.
I can't remember when was the last time I slept for more than 6hours in a day.

Just today, I had a practical exam, for a freaking 5.5hours in the lab.
After which, I rushed over to another tutorial to submit a 2000word essay,
on top of that, I had to sit in class till 8pm to finish an essay-like quiz.
From 930am to 8pm, I hardly had any rest, at most the one and only 5min toilet break BEST.
The morning cup of Coffee's the only fluid I had for the entire day, that explains.
Oh, while I was on my way to school, the cab driver couldn't stop blabbering,
I guess that's where I earned my headache from.
Yes, I took a cab again, yesterday and today, $45 in total FFFFML.
What an investment.

Can 16th Dec come quick, I seriously can't wait.

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.

2010-11-21T03:40:00.004+08:00

two people, two crabs, one plate of fried seafood goreng,
and... FIFTEEN mantous.
We did it again.

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A mini gathering over at Xinhui's place.
Her mom had prepared the following dishes for the 8 of us :D

8 of us, we finished four long loafs of bread with the curry HAHA.
Honestly, I am a big fan of home-cooked food.
Given a choice, I will starve myself everyday and rush home for food.
A must-have on the dining table would be a bowl of hot soup.
I used to have that but now, not anymore.
Damn it, I wanna cry again ):

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Nothing beats hanging out with the seven of them,
with them around, I can be my true self.
Because they don't judge.
I know of people around who are two-faced.
They don't know how scary they can be.
I don't like to deal with such issues actually.
So the best thing to do would be - isolate myself from that kind of people.

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Few things about me have changed over time;
I used to look at myself in the mirror and feel happy,
now I can only feel like a lump of shit.
I used to be able to stay up till 5am in the morning and not feel
a thing about it the next day even w/o sufficient amount of sleep.
Now, I feel like dying w/o my 8 hours of sleep and I could easily
fall ill just by lacking that few hours of sleep.
I used to be able to make decision swiftly,
now I take days to decide on one simple thing.
I used to be very independent,
now I feel scared all the time.
I used to think that eating/shopping alone is fine and cool,
now I just think that I am a damn loner.
I used to think that maybe I am not that dumb,
but now I think I am quite a stupid one.

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I must learn to be more optimistic.
Cause I know there are people around who love me still.

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Red bolster, Mega Carrot, Honey, Silky Blankie checked! :D

2010-11-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

Interesting, yes no?
I have been playing her songs for the whole day.

2010-11-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

this week;

Monday:
Stayed in school till 7plus, rushed through slides for Tuesday till about 4am.

Tuesday:
Woke up at 7am to continue with it. Ended up late for school.
One thing I don't understand is,
MUST YOU FUSS OVER WHY I WAS LATE FOR 15MINUTE?
Get a life please, its just 15 minutes.
(Okay, I just needed to vent my frustration here)

Had a really good dinner at Zion Road right after my presentation :D
That's the best part of Tuesday I guess.

Wednesday:
Public Holiday. I made a stupid decision to go town; ended up getting squashed.
HAHA. Dinner was good too, considering the fact that I was starving for almost the whole day.

Thursday:
Woke up at 6am for school, but I was still late for my 830am class.
I reached at 850am.
Why?
1) Cause I was waiting at the oven for my bread to be well toasted
2) I queued for coffee at Yakun even though the queue was pretty insane.
Food, I can never say no to them, damn it.

Hit the gym with Aining and Joyce again.
Awesome feeling after the run.
Lunch was way good today,
SongFa's BaKuTeh is yummers! :D

I am gonna crash now, goodnight!

2010-11-14T13:02:00.004+08:00

I know right, this is damn random.
Like why the fuck did I even post my retarded fat face here right;
truth is, I just wanna show you guys the 'look' on my face each time
I open an email asking me 1) for my work 2) deadline 3) and more work
(HAHAHA)

STRESSED.

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Haven't been blogging much, been so stressed up lately,
so much work to do, especially readings (which I clearly, have not start on any)
Been busy touring around ntu to find slopes and more slopes for
my AAG project. Damn you slopes.
(One more semester and I will done with AAG)
Spent so much time under the hot sun lately;
over at Kota Tinggi and NTU (for river and slopes),
I have unfortunately, gotten myself a tan.
First thing Esther and Justina said to me when they saw me was,
'Wha, how come you got a tan?'
Guys, wait till you see a clearer version of the slipper tan on my feet.

Over at FLB's flea just yesterday:
Love this ice cream top from Esther's booth,
you can visit her blogshop at http://www.sixntwelve.com/ anyway!

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Negative feedback from yesterday, I put on weight, sianzx.
I tried to cut down on the amount of food I eat and I tried to exercise
(I was at NTU's gym with Joyce and Aining last Wed!)
No use ):

Need some kinda disorder.
Don't understand why do I always get so affected by people's comments on my weight,
I need some boost to my self-esteem ):

One day, someone will kill me for whining about it HAHA.
(I am not sulking teehee)

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Sorry about last night,
I was really damn tired.
You can redeem all my time once I am done with
all the shit, promise! (:

2010-11-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

I am a bunny with fat cheeks.

2010-11-11T00:13:00.001+08:00

with or without me,
its still the same I guess.

don't quite like this week in general.

2010-11-02T22:22:00.005+08:00

And why this picture? Cause my Dad was packing his bag of clothes some days ago and found this buried inside, so he asked my brother if this belongs to him or me.
Guess what, my brother said it was his, but NO, it belongs to me!
Clearly, my dad didn't believe him and he brought this plush to me to check HAHA!

Dad: 'See, I remember buying this for your Jie okay!'
Brother: 'But she gave it to me.'
Me: 'Did I?!'
Brother: 'Okay, I stole it when I was young.'

The three of us burst out laughing; over a plush HAHA!
Nevertheless, I still find that kinda sweet (:

Nothing can replace the love you have for your family members,
like how I would always say to myself that I wouldn't mind going through the pain
on behalf of my mom when she was still around.
That kind of distance you would go, that kind of sacrifices you would make,
because of one thing, love.

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Haven't been blogging for a while, been pretty busy with school and all,
Met up with Chloe and May just last Friday;
wanted to try the colourful xlb from paradise dynasty but...
after looking through the ingredients/fillings in each bao,
we changed our mind,
original is perhaps, still the best and safest.

(:

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Best dish served at my 'private' Halloween 'party' HAHA :D

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Anyway, spent the 1/3 of my Saturday out at Biopolis for some Econs Geog field trip.
The highlight of the day - My tutor made a mistake while booking the bus,
instead of 30th Oct, she booked 30th Nov HAHAHA!
So we ended up taking public transport.
We only realized that when we couldn't spot any bus in the school compound.
Ended off with Birthday celebrations at Holland V's Swensens.

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Sunday, dinner at Ippudo, Mandarin Gallery.
Ta-ing beer with an alcoholic at 6pm LOL.

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Monday, caught the movie Social netwok (:
Had Gong Cha's milk tea, which I now find it nicer than Koi,
the taste/smell of the tea is nicer,
plus the texture is smoother too.
That's my opinion luh ( I know there are too many Koi fans out there)
disclaimer HAHA.

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I made cereal prawn today, NOT BAD okay.
I need a signboard now HAHA (:

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Went for a jog earlier on, it's nice running around the neighbourhood at night.
Right now, I am a little tired.
One last thing, I made a mistake by eating a peanut butter chocolate after the run!

2010-10-25T02:17:00.000+08:00

My love for polka dots, justified.

Enough said HAHA.

2010-10-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

I need to be stronger.

2010-10-23T23:08:00.003+08:00

Okay first thing first, my other lappie just crashed,
(FYI, its filled with important school work & documents)
I have no idea if I am able to recover the documents or not.
Worried x 999 now ))):

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That aside, I have been badly affected by the damn haze.
It started off with constant sneezing, dry throat and then coughing,
now it seems like a bad flu, I AM SO DIZZY.
Unfortunately, I am not alone in this, so many people
are falling ill; it's bad caue germs are everywhere!
I hate to be sick, and I counted, I've visited the doctor 4 times this year.
It's a record for me! So, I am being very stubborn this time round,
I am not going to the doctor, just gonna drown myself with
whatever medicine I have/can find, period.

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Last night was good.
Was at a Birthay party filled with stripes and polka dots,
what a lovely sight, so many polka dots yipeee (:

Joined Cheryl, Esther & Justina later in the night for supper at Zion Rd.
Yeah, its within walking distance from Zouk HAHA,
BUT, we were all in slippers luh!
Anyway, 4 girls + 2 huge crabs + 15minutes only.
Why 15minutes, cause we were late and the restuarant was closing!
The salted Egg crab was really good,
all the way till the last drip of gravy HAHA.
Before I forget, we were at Irvin's Cze Char by the way.

Ended up at this yoghurt place called 'Swirl Art' and it reminded me of Sogurt actually.

Awesome night, thank you girls!

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There's always an end to any road,
and that explains, happiness won't last forever either.
Just today, I made a silly decision,
shouldn't have insisted of getting out of the house.
I need a good luck charm to neutrlize the luck I bring with me ):
Sighs, dislike myself very much.

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Yes, one last thing.
It should have been my mom's birthday tomorrow,
could have been one of the loveliest day.

I am missing her more than ever at this point in time.

2010-10-21T00:56:00.005+08:00

Keep your comments to yourself, don't judge.

And so we were given the power rangers masks during our AED tutorial.
VERY interesting I know.
Joyce and I couldn't seem to get over the wonders of the masks,
ended up posing and looking like retards in Aining's room.
I am the one in green tshirt, did you manage to figure that out?
People who know me well will find nothing strange about my behavior actually HAHA.
There's always another side of us, I believe.
Thanks to them (Aining & Joyce), school's no longer
a boring and sad place for me.

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Outside school, life is pleasant.

Cause what I do all the time is just - EAT.

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Anyway, I love this vending machine.
All my favourite drinks are inside;
maybe not all but mostly - Green Tea and Milk tea are the BEST (:
Yeah, they have carrot juice and honey dew milk HAHA!

Comes in handy when you are stuck in school till late with no drinks!

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It's been exactly 3 months,
I can't help it but I am constantly counting.
As a matter of fact, I still haven't got over it.
I have so much to share with her;
I still want to pick up the phone and call her, to hear her voice.
I miss her a lot, and I can feel the pain everyday, every night.
I have no idea when will this pain ever going to leave me,
it's pretty miserable I must say.
I might have appeared happy and care-free when I am surrounded by my friends,
but I must admit, I feel so weak and down whenever I am alone.
I don't think there's anything else more depressing than losing someone so dear to me.
if you think life is giving you shit, think twice.

2010-10-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

I want to be a princess for a day.

I don't want to be put down by people/friends/anyone;
I want to be happier.

2010-10-15T22:32:00.005+08:00

Revamped!
love my wall (:

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Random thought of the day,
I guess people gotta realize how fortunate they are,
with so much things in life, they ought to feel happy.
Turns out that, people who have everything in life
are often asking for more whereas people with less enjoy life better.
Small little things are enough to make the latter happy.
So, what do you want in life, be rich or happy?
Complexity of life.
If only we get to choose HAHA!

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This week,
I attended Cheryl's twenty-first party on Sunday,
Spent 8hrs in School on Monday,
Stayed hall on Tuesday after 8hours of School,
Caught a movie on Wednesday,
Shopped alone on Thursday,
Met up with Justina on Friday (today) for shopping and eating HAHA!
there are so much more to my week actually;
it's a happy week after all ♥

And yes, I must say this,
I almost fainted in the stupid train on Thurs morning HAHA,
NO air ventilation inside the damn NEL.
(FYI, I had to take abt 10 stops in that air-less train)
It was so fucking crowded at 7am (all the students heading to school),
and my 3 hours of sleep just made it worse for me. Goodness.

So much work to do now, someone please disconnect me from the internet,
the level of discipline I have isn't sufficient to pull me away from the web.
HAHAHA.

you are amazing (:

2010-10-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

With a heavy heart still, I am waiting for today to end.
Cause I always believe that tomorrow will be a better day.

Feeling Brand new!

2010-10-10T12:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's afternoon was !@#$%^&

1) Rushed through a bunch of assignments
(mostly which I don't know how to do)

2) Fixing some problems
(I hope everything's good right now)

3) So hungry that I ended up calling Macs delivery AGAIN.
(Second time this week; a) Lazy b) NO time)

4) HAVE YET TO STUDY FOR MY TEST,
it's this coming Tuesday )):

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Headed down to Clarke Quay to meet
Maureen, Shuying, Bronson, Martin & Yichun
for Oktoberfest (:
Had to skip the dinner part cause I was still struggling with my assignments.

What was in tummy last night:

1) German Sausage (Bratwurst)
2) Haato Green Tea Ice Cream
3) Provence Croissants
4) Carrot Juice

All my favourite food ((:

Realized one thing? NO BEER at all, though it's supposed to Beer Fest!
HAHAHA, I am good. NO means NO.

That's me and Shue in the picture HAHA (:

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Ended up at Shue's house for Mahjong.
Guys, what happened to Rock Band? ):
My iphone has brought out the Anti-Social behavior in me;
while they were mahjong-ing, I was busy dicing veggies
and serving kebabs on my iphone HAHA!

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It's Cheryl's twenty-first party in few hours time,
I am so hungry now, can't wait to eat! :DDD
Exciting much!

2010-10-09T01:14:00.005+08:00

Aloha, it's me again.
( I have more time to blog this week cause one of my tutorial's been cancelled )
I took a little time out from school work today,
basically I didn't do anything much today,
or rather nothing related to school work.
And yes, I am happy cause I rewarded myself with a little time for shopping,
and attended something fairly interesting (:

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This is something highly random;
I have been eating the teochew fishball noodles from Ion's food court
on a weekly basis, last Thursday and just today itself.
$5 for a bowl of meepok and another bowl of soup filled with 7 HUGE balls
HAHA, no pun intended.
It's kinda nice I must say; so do go try it if you like fishballs (:

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After walking past this particular place (Max Brenner Chocolate Bar)
for so many times, I finally entered it today.

Warning: Enter at your own risk.
Or rather, IF you are not a sweet person/chocolate lover,
don't order one portion to yourself.
My advice for you is - SHARE with your friend.
HAHAHAHA. If not you will regret.

Chocolate Souffle ((:

Watching the chocolate Oozing out is cool enough.

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I have to be honest; I had these desserts like say 3 hours ago.
And I am still feeling damn full from them.
(Not as if I finished them)
They are so sweet that they even gave me headache HAHA!

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Don't you just miss my long blog post with pictures?
It's been quite a while since I last uploaded pictures to my blog;
and for the past few entries, they're all about school and rants.
(Maybe it's because of twitter HAHA)
Stay tuned, I will try to blog a little more often (:

2010-10-07T15:50:00.005+08:00

I realized, I have not spoken to quite a number of people recently.
Felt as if I have been living in my own world for the past few weeks HAHA.
And, online shopping has been a source of comfort for students who can hardly
dig out anytime to go shopping physically; an example of a student is ME.
So used to sleeping for 10hours during the long vacation, the 5-6 hours of sleep
I get each day ain't doing me any favour in keeping myself awake in class.
Other than stoning in the train and reading my notes or doing tutorial,
the remaining time has all been dedicated to eating HAHA. Good job man.

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Coming close to 3 months;
but its still the same somehow.
Nothing much has changed,
I still miss her as much as ever.
I still cry at times, but I guess I will overcome that one fine day.

2010-10-04T01:19:00.005+08:00

I
am
VERY
tired
from SCHOOL.

And because of that, I can't seem to recover from any sickness.

Okay, a quick update on my week.
Thursday was a stay-home day after my morning lesson, I think.
(I can't even keep track on what I have been doing!)
Met up with Jinyu on Friday afternoon, shopping was good.
As for saturday, it was a little interesting; stayed home in the day,
went for late night movie at 12am with Sophina, Eelen and Adeline HAHA (:

There's school in another few hours time, I have to sleep now, kthxbye.

2010-09-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Its crazy.

Saturday - Project meeting in NTU
Sunday -Project meeting at Sixth Avenue
Monday - woke up at 8am for school
Tuesday - woke up at 630am for meeting and school.
Wednesday - woke up at 650am for presentation
Tomorrow - Have to be up at 640am for school.
(Gonna hitch a ride from Esther's mini, YAY to that!)

This is how insane life has been for me.

Today, right after my presentation (YAY it's finally over, GOOD JOB!),
I walked over to the the netball court with Joyce to join the rest of the people for Captain's ball.
It's probably the most happening thing I have done this week, at least thus far.
To make it even more interesting/happening, I must say this,
I wore my dress and pumps to play. HAHAHAHA!
(It's the presentation's fault)

I got elbowed by one of the guys, I couldn't figure out who,
and my back is aching like mad now.
I can feel the pain each time I move my body, that bad.

To my AED201 groupmates:
You guys have been real understanding and awesome much,
one of the best group of people I have ever worked with I must say! (:
Have a good rest this weekend!

This weekend:
1) AED essay
2) AAQ assignment x 3
3) READINGS (like a mountain now)

2010-09-26T11:49:00.004+08:00

My blog as officially became a place for me to rant and complain about how tired/exhausted/stressed up I am lately. It's just so fucked up; I was in school for 6days this week, for classes and meetings(by right, I have a 4day week). Thank God for awesome group mates, project's less boring but still, the whole idea of doing a project is just fucked up. There is a limit to what I can say here with regards to my project so it's better that I let that be unknown. In case my 'boss' decides to sue me, HAHA! Anyway, my stress level is at the point where I need to seek professional aid; thats according to a website I googled. I don't even want to meet people, or go shopping for the fear that I might not be able to complete my assignments, ended up isolating myself this week. I just wanna collapse on my bed and sleep, but instead, I will start digging out stuff to do, don't even dare to lie on the bed. Likewise, when I close my eyes at night, I will start thinking of what work to do when I get up, seriously. I am like having a headache, permanently HAHA.

I am beginning to hate the green line (MRT).

I CAN'T WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY 1030am TO ARRIVE.

up and running

2010-09-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

I am very tired.

1) due to the fact that I was ill for 7-8 days, I am so used to NOT doing anything everyday,
but just lie on the bed and rot. If not, sleep. Well, I went to school today with like 5 hours of sleep only; clearly that's definitely NOT sufficient for a 7hour-without-break-day ): And great, tmr's a 8hour-without-break-day. Usually for the case of tuesday, I will just return to hall and fall into coma, period.

2) I have like 10kg worth of readings, each time I open my notes I will get a headache. I don't know if thats coincidental or just a psychological effect. Let's just take it as I am plain lazy. One last thing, must the pile of notes/readings all come in at the same time!? (And, projects too!)

3) A handful of people told me that I have lost a bit of weight lately; I need to clarify this. I am eating proper meals and eating a lot, except for Monday and Tuesday(no choice); I have someone to vouch for this. Also, I was ill for the past one week, I guess that kinda explained why. My face is still as round, so I am still normal.

4) 'The two of you very loving eh!' Yes? No? HAHA yes (:

5) This year, I got no lantern, no mooncake, so strange! Please don't tell me it's just me! I am going to buy myself a fat and cute mooncake to eat once I feel better and when I find the time :D

6) Feeling 10times better today though my headache sucks big time. Thumbs up to myself, I gave a firm NO when my friends asked if I want Macs/OldChangKee for lunch. I promised myself to eat healthy, more VitaminC and greens! For the past 8days: flu->fever->stomach flu; I don't want to go through that ever again!

7) I miss my friends a lot. I watched soccer ALONE last night. (It was ManU vs Liverpool, and it's just too hard for me not to watch it) Its hard to find time out, cause everyone's just so busy with school. Unfortunately, I am busy too; busy falling ill and busy forming shapes HAHAHA!

8) So many birthday parties coming up; my bank account is drying up ): Spent so much on buying medicine and cabfares this month. NEED to save money.

9) i ♥ E G G.

10) Gonna read with my terrible headache now, bye for nowww!

2010-09-18T01:59:00.002+08:00

you found me.

2010-09-16T12:19:00.005+08:00

Okay, first thing first, I have disappeared for a week I know;
reason being, I have been terribly ill this whole week, it got worse two nights ago.
My temperature rose so high and I couldn't sleep at all the entire night,
felt so miserable.
It started with mild flu last week, after I walked in the rain for two consec days.
This week's bad, 1) Lack of sleep from school 2) Lack of food due to no-break in btwn lessons.
Too tough a challenge for my weak body to handle,
went to the doc after collecting my hall card yesterday, headed home and collapsed
on my bed, slept from 1pm to close to 5pm.
Now I have to admit, my body's really weak, lousy.
Last night, I slept from 12am to 1130am this morning, I feel much better now.
So, proper meals + sufficient amt of sleep = best remedy.

My cab-fares and Medical bill from these few days allow at least 4 people to go for buffets.
!@#$%^&* waste money! :(

And because I have been resting and stoning, I am SO BEHIND time now;
need to start catching up with my school work, damn.

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This is a little random,
on Tuesday night,
we had a little class gathering in NTU;
8 of my primary school friends including myself,
had dinner at hall15's canteen.
After which, we headed down to John's room to chill.
But then again, I was apparently half dead by then.

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wanted to party on fri/sat, is my fever a sign that I should stop partying?

2010-09-08T13:45:00.003+08:00

Picnic? NO.
These are the essentials to prevent growling/noisy stomachs in class.
Like what I'd mentioned to many of my friends,
my Monday and Tuesday are like surviving in a 3rd world country.
7 hours without break was bad enough, not that my Thurs tutorial has shifted
to Tues, I now have 8 hours no-break marathon to conquer every Tuesday.
In other words, I have lesson from 1130am to 730pm non-stop.
( there'll be no sunlight for me every Tuesday HAHA )
I am going to buy 10 tins of my current favourite Redondo cream wafers,
all the flavours, and put them into my bag.
That aside; after shifting my Thurs tutorial to Tues doesn't mean I have no class
on Thurs. I have ONE tutorial from 830am to 930am.
4 hours on travelling = 1 hour for tutorial (wtf)

-

Okay, complaints have to stop.
School's been good thus far (I'm NOT referring to assignments),
I have been rather positive about life lately.
Apart from feeling worried for my younger brother occasionally,
I guess every aspect of my life is heading to a right direction, or at least I HOPE.

-

Last night after my lesson, I made my way down to Vivo with Jenny,
to meet Gordon for dinner. Apparently Gordon 'twisted' his neck (HAHAHA),
and he wanted to eat dinner at NUS since he's staying in hall.
We refused , so we ended up in Vivo.
Chanced upon this Indo food restaurant;
they have like a student set meal at only $6nett
( not that we're cheapo, but it's a real good deal),
you get 3 dishes and a freaking huge pile of rice.
The best part -the food's really good.
(It's definitely not because I was hungry)

-

Shopped a little (Gordon was the one shopping) after dinner,
decided to cab back since we were all so tired after lessons,
but guess what, the queues at vivo and harbourfront centre were
as long as the one outside zouk on a Friday/Saturday night.
Well, at least the queue at Zouk moves, the one at harbourfront centre hardly moved,
at most by few inches only.
Priority queue; we called for the cab, the person told us to WAIT cause no supply.
Should have taken the train; from a 30min journey back,
we extended it to 1hr HAHA! Made me so grumpy when I got home
cause it was so late already!

-

Some Cat called me last night, just to meow HAHA!

-

OKAY ASSIGNMENTS TIME!

2010-09-04T12:49:00.004+08:00

Jenny's twenty-first party :D
See, the food's really GOOD, there was a huge pile of broccoli HAHA!
The cake - awfully chocolate's banana + chocolate cake (my all time favourite)
Unfortunately, I was still feeling damn full from my late lunch,
didn't manage to conquer much of those yummy food.
Still, I had three decent slices of the cake at the end of the day.

Played a bit of mahjong with them while waiting for time to pass,
like say 3-4 games only?
I figured that I really can't sit on the mahjong table for long seriously.
And guess what, we ran out of water/juices/drinks at her party,
got so damn thirsty that we forced Jenn to boil plain water for us.
Hence we ended up drinking HOT water.
She threw us a bottle of Vodka Peach (ewww) and expected us to drink
without mixer; that's hell gross please.
No one except for Gordon, tried the alcohol ( I knew it! )

felt damn tired (another term for old);
cabbed home eventually.

JENNY! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF!
the food and place - very awesomeeee!

-

Yeah I went on the Flyer :D

-

fifteenth.

2010-09-02T21:00:00.004+08:00

Seriously, how did Kelly Osbourne manage to shed those pounds,

amazing isn't it. Weight loss for her case is the new magic.

1) Had breakfast with Cheryl this morning. A very impromtu one; I was still lying on my bed when she text me okay! HAHA!

2) Left for town to shop.

(I didn't know I have so many polka dots stuff)

(From what I understand,
F21 isn't having a sale, so why did I pay $29 for an item that costs $33?
I am sure my face doesn't say 'I am a regular here.')

3) Ended up doing mani/pedi.

4) Saddest thing that happened to me today: I bought a mani/pedi package; this manicurist proceeded to ask me this out of the blue, 'When are you bringing your mom here?' I had no idea what to say to her, so I just faked a smile and turned away. Deep down in my heart, my answer was sadly, a 'never'. If I ain't that strong, I would have cried on the spot; which I almost did.
SIGH.

5) I saw a lot of mooncakes today, they don't look as good as before. I guess they look and taste better when its given to you with love.

6) Rented a VCD, Madagascar I. In case you're wondering why is it a VCD and not DVD, it's because this movie came out FIVE years ago. So vintage right. Anyhow, caught the movie with my bff over at my place. Oh wait, we watched HALF the movie only HAHA.

7) I know, it will take quite a while, and I don't know how long will this 'quite a while' take.

8) The movie is out today AND I wanna watch: Going The Distance / Synopsis

9) Assignment time ):

2010-09-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

the middle one: EAT ICE CREAMMM
(the weather's been a bitch lately, temperamental one)

love, love SOME MORE.

-

Wednesday morning; tanning with Cheryl at her poolside.
The sun was kinda blocked by the clouds, could hardly get a tan,
so I ended up swimming and eating my ice cream!

-

Met up with my aaq mates for steamboat buffet at Sembawang.
(I also don't know why there, so random)
HAHA, but the food's good, thanks to Aining's recommendation.
(Okay then maybe I know, cause the food is good)
They gave me this Elmo fan, co cute; and I am gonna bring it to school!

I look like a complete retard in this picture,
my eyebags are somehow bigger than my eyes,
seriously whatthefuck.

-

Ate, swam, wrestled;
hence I am a little tired today.
Been getting only 4-5hrs of sleep each day, how pathetic.

-

Lastly, Happy Teachers Day to all my NIE folks!

Down in dumps

2010-08-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

Dinner with the girls/beans last night;
it was a good one I must say.
Esther brought us to this Cafe Olive somewhere near her place.
Food portion's pretty decent and yes, fixed at affordable prices too!
Headed down to Sogurt (Bukit Timah) after dinner.
Over there, you get to swirl your own yoghurt and add the toppings all by yourself.
They charge you by the mass of the yoghurt;
one thing I must say - EXPENSIVE yoghurt.
Somehow, I still love Yoguru's :)

-

Today's been a complete shit day.
The drilling by the foreign workers right outside my window
woke me up at 9plus in the morning (I slept close to 4am)
I sat down in my kitchen stoning for, like 1.5 hours.
Headed out for a cup of coffee, returned home only to hear the drilling AGAIN.
It didn't stop till 5pm.
By that time, I was already half dead and giddy,
all thanks to the rain that got me a little drenched at noon time.
Took a nap from 8 to 10pm.
Right now I am still a little disturbed by some stuff,
talk about honesty, transparency, trust and the list goes on.
I am really disappointed, very dejected;
as usual, I have no say.

-

Therefore, goodnight.

2010-08-29T01:53:00.004+08:00

From seven to twenty one, we are still one.
Met them for dinner; bought a mini cake for Jenn, chilled at macs,
had ice cream and caught bits of Arsenal vs blackburn.

-

Printed some notes in the afternoon, arranged my clothes,
tried a packet of the new instant noodle, not bad!

it's 2am now, watching manu vs west ham, twenty minutes to go (:

-

No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true

No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back

2010-08-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

I am going to be so damn fatttt.

A normal human being doesnt eat that much right;
and this is only a portion of what I'd consumed actually.

-

What's worse is that, my body's really lazy to exercise,
so damn reluctant to move goodness.
Hence I refuse to post any pictures of my fat face ):

-

Bought an oven, a laser printer within 20days;
I wonder what's next.
Maybe a sewing machine HAHA.
I know I have to stop spending, I am gonna be so broke;
DAMN, because of appliances wtf.

-

Had a good lunch with relatives; spent my day at my aunt's.
Met my little niece and nephew, they're so cute,
makes me wanna cuddle them to sleep.

-

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JENNY NG YIJING (:

-

Goodnight, I am a little tired today.

Regret.

2010-08-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

I miss her, a lot.

I have been holding back those tears for really long.
I have been trying to engage myself in numerous activities;
from meeting up with friends, eating, shopping and even baking.
At the end of the day, I am still back at the same state.
Perhaps everything happened too fast,
I find it real hard to move on actually.
I am being honest now, I still can't accept the fact.

Don't blame me for being sad, cause I really can't help it ):
A little more time for me please.

-

To again again,
I need to thank you for the time/care/love/patience.

2010-08-22T14:31:00.003+08:00

Hello to all my friends, I am seeking help from all of you.
I am looking for this Beer, if you see it on the shelf of any supaermarkets,
(not pubs please, cause its kinda ex when you buy from there)
please contact me.
I wanna buy a dozen and put them in my fridge HAHA!
Healthier choice, thank you!
If you are interested in this: http://www.beersofeurope.co.uk/acatalog/Beers_of_Europe__Timmermans_190.html

Cause the last time I had it was during Beer fest;
but YAY, I got to try it again last night! :D

-

My exams start on 9th Dec and end 16th Dec, SO LATE )):

But on a brighter side, my time table ain't that horrible after all,
just that I must learn to wake up early.
School's finally starting SOON.

Just the way you are

2010-08-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

-

Pretty much love the lyrics;
simple and sweet.

2010-08-19T21:30:00.005+08:00

Yeah, baked some Chocolate Banana Muffins during my free time.
Not too bad I guess, shall try Irish coffee Chocolate Muffin next, with Baileys,
gonna be hell awesome I guess.

And then I tried this next;
didn't turn out to be as nice, cause I forgot to fry the brocs with butter.
Still, the cheese made is tasty!

I am sorry girls, I just have to post this picture up,
I was laughing my ass off while looking through an old photo album.
Those days in Cedar, those stupid shit we did, are still fresh in my mind.
And look at us, thank God looks change over time!

-

Wanna make cheesecake next,
so I borrowed a book from the library today.
(I finally made my way to the library to return the book and paid my fines!)

-

Caught the movie Step Up 3D, not bad! :)

2010-08-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

I could actually cry while looking at the mooncakes catalog;
it brought me back to days where me and her would talk about
my favourite mooncakes, and she would order them for me.
This year, I won't get any, cause she ain't around to order them for me anymore ):

I am getting a little emotional, I know.
Or rather, I don't know why.

hello there, stay strong Keli.

Dynamite!

2010-08-17T00:43:00.004+08:00

m&m nails, teehee!

-

I had a great monday, how about you?
Done some shopping in town;
Sephora -checked
Topshop - checked
Swatch -checked
Courts - checked
(HAHAHA)
I bought an oven today; I wasnt sure about it when I bought it,
but I did brought it back home in the end.
I guess I will be a little busy baking and making broccoli with Cheese
for the next few days.
Then again, IF you dare and IF you want, you can place order HAHAHA.
Anyway, I laughed a lot today, thanks to an Egg.

-

Was checking my term calendar just now,
figured that I'll only start school on 24th Jan next year,
hence a trip should be planned somewhere before that, how's that.
Well, it's always good to book air tickets early to get good deals right.
Not that I am a cheapo, but saving on air tickets will give you
more $$ to shop and stay in a better hotel, see!
SO, ANYONE INTERESTED TO GO ANYWHERE,
PLEASE CONTACT ME!

-

How time flies, how it's gonna be a month soon.
You were around me for the past 21years,
but not in my mind all the while.
Yet you were in my mind the whole time for the past few weeks,
but you're no longer around.
I still find it hard to accept that actually.

2010-08-16T01:28:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to you Esther! :)

2010-08-14T10:57:00.005+08:00

Last Sunday;
Xinhui's Pageant, and yeah she's Miss Campus, overall winner
Awesome much!

This Lucky girl aka NG WEIYUN is busy touring the states now;
her exchange program in Canada starts next month hence, she is busy shopping in US now,
jealous much.
Hello weiyun, if you are looking at this, take care alright!
(and don't forget me when you are shopping!)

-

National Day celebration at Mich's place with Vith Weiting Mich and Vincent.
Those two kiddos, referring to Vith and Weiting went crazy during the
singing of the national anthem, so patriotic;
they got up and sang their hearts and lungs out I swear. LOL.

and I love the void deck conversation Vith Weiting and I shared,
'Fuck and throw is your pattern.'
(HAHAHAHA !@#$%^&*)

-

My maid's going back on Sunday night :((
(I know I look like shit in this picture, I just woke up!)

-

Okay, one last thing and a random one.
This is my younger brother.
Look at him, he complained that he is fat.
I wanted to strangle him.

-

step by step; guess I'll be fine one day!

2010-08-09T01:15:00.001+08:00

2010-08-07T03:17:00.002+08:00

Thursday - Met up with Novia, Jieming & Weiyun for dinner in town.

Friday - Work; this random lady said my teeth are very white when I smiled at her haha!

Saturday - Work

Sunday - Work

Monday - National Day 'Celebration' with bimbos, teehee.

I NEED HELP.
I can't stop eating lately.
My stomach has stopped growling,
meaning, I haven't been at the hungry stage for a while.
My triple chin gonna multiply ))):

I wanna say this and say that, but I can't ugrh.

2010-08-05T14:22:00.003+08:00

I want to buy these shirts.

2010-08-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

It's not helping when things you see,
things you hear, things you buy, things you say,
all remind you of her.

I have to admit, the pain is still there,
and I really have no idea how to go about getting rid of it.

Ugrh.

-

1) Went to town alone today.
2) Met Justina for a while, for a bit of food and talk.
3) Bumped into Jinyu, it has been long since I last met her.
4) Bought a Crumpler for my brother; he's lucky isn't he?
(Cause mommy loves him a lot, so I have to love him a lot too)
5) I don't even have the mood to buy anything for myself,
it's a good thing, save money :)
6) It's stupid, the first thing on my shopping list is a PRINTER haha!
7) Counting the days, hours and minutes.
8) I am very hungry right now, 11:48pm.

she's my superstar, back then and forever.

2010-08-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Basically, what I have been doing for the past few days,
are just work, eat, work, eat and work.
Just a few random things,
1) Est came down and visit me at my work place,
gave her extra yoghurt and free toppings :)
2) My colleagues are really nice people!
3) Overdosed of Yoghurt & toppings in two days,
no wonder I kept feeling hungry lately, 'AID METABOLISM'.
4) Met up with Weiyun & Novia, happy/lame/retarded conversation.
5) Wild Honey for brunch and Chomps for dinner.
6) HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOVIA AKA MY EX-ROOMIE!
7) More meet-ups this week; need to thank all my friends for
making the effort and finding time for me!
8) Can't wait for the weekend shift at work again :D
9) It's the third day of the month once again, teehee.
10) I am trying to get my life back on track, I see that I am doing fine,
so good job Keli :)

Swirling Yoghurt

2010-08-01T12:41:00.003+08:00

These girls have been real supportive and lovely.
They gave me a mini surprise,
brought me to MBS; the sands skypark was hell awesome.
The view was insane, plus the pool; simply gorgeous.
Stayed over for a night in one of the hotel rooms,
woke up at 730am the next day for a swim.
The weather was so freaking cold,
that explains the temperature of the water too.
And, Cheryl gave me a pretty cactus, thank you!
I really had fun, enjoyed myself, thanks for accompanying me.
hearts.

-

Slept for only 4 hours the whole entire Friday, I went to work at 5pm
on a saturday evening.
Yes I have found myself a job, and I am working now.
In case some people are still thinking that I am still bumping around,
you have found yourself an answer.
Time went by faster than expected while I was at work.
I must say it's actually a good thing.
Keeping myself occupied and getting tired at the end of the day are good deals;
1) I get less time to think.
2) I fall asleep faster than the past few days.
3) People will stop worrying about me.
4) I am on my way to recovery, still.

But, I still miss her a lot.

-

On my way to recovery.

2010-07-30T00:53:00.004+08:00

1. I had a good meal today.
2. I had less available time to feel depressed,
cause half the time I was either eating or talking.
3. I visited the pet shop today, played with this little puppy,
supermegaawesomelycute I am telling you.
4. Collected a parcel with my polka dot lappie coat in it.
5. Received a BIG hug ♥ and a bag filled with my fav munchies!
6. Can't wait to meet the girls tomorrow.
7. Thank You.

It has been a week.

2010-07-26T10:55:00.003+08:00

Hi friends,

Thanks for all the concern; I am still trying to cope with my Family's loss. I have to admit, I am still feeling very down right now, it's really hard not to be sad, trust me. I have been rather lonely lately, I miss my mom and I do miss my friends too. My relatives here have been very supportive, I have to really thank them for taking real good care of me these few days. I ought to let you guys know, I am fine, don't worry. I guess it will take a while for me to get over this, things'll definitely get better in time to come.

With love,
Kerr

2010-07-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

it took a few 'backspace' before I could even start a proper blog post. It has been the toughest 3days of my life; my dearest mom has just left me and gone to a better place. Her long term illness took a turn for the worse and she left us peacefully on 20th July 2010.

The phone call I received that morning, that shaky voice of my grandpa's when he broke the news to me, the sunken face of my dad when we first met that very day, the tears that trickled down the cheeks of my younger brother, the photo of my mom at the wake; I am pretty sure all that have given a clue on how I am feeling right now. My heart feels very heavy, and I am a little lost, everything happened too fast, beyond our expectations. Some weeks ago, mom and I had a talk after she got discharged from the hospital, she reminded me to take care of my brother when she is not around, I promised her. When I made my promise, I wasn't expecting myself to bear that responsibility that soon. I had a call from her few days before she left me, she asked when will I be back to visit her, I replied, a week's time. We met in less than a week's time, but not the way we wanted it to be.

It was really painful to watch her get tortured by her illness for so long, to see the drastic change in her body mass from time to time, to realise how much she aged over these few years, to remind her the amount of medicine she had to take on a daily basis, to travel to and fro the hospital so often. I have observed all these changes over the years, but one thing remains unchanged till today, her love for me and my brother. Right now at this very moment, even though she's no longer around, I can see feel her love for me, only wanting the best for me.

It has been a pity, I never got myself a driving license, never got the chance to drive her around, never got the chance to pay for an overseas trip for her with my own money, never got a chance to cook a proper meal for her, never got the chance to tell her how much I love her. But, I will always remember the time I hugged her so tight and planted a kiss on her forehead.

She is finally freed from all the sufferings, all the pain she had gone through these few years. I know she is somewhere in a safe place, and she will not have to undergo the torture ever again.

And mom, just want to let you know, I love you a lot, rest in peace. I know we will meet again in our next life, I still want to be your daughter, you have been a wonderful mom to me.

Friends, thanks for all the messages; I am doing fine. I am sad for sure, it's gonna take me a while to get over it, but I guess I will be alright one day. For friends who went the extra mile, coming all the way down to my hometown, I really appreciate that a lot, and I am very touched, really thankful for the company, it did make a difference.

2010-07-17T18:35:00.003+08:00

Justina's been uplaoding the pics we took at bkk,
I kinda miss that place, the food and shopping.
I want to go there again, BUT on one condition;
when my bank book shows a certain amount.
The keyword - SAVINGS.

Bought this ring from Esther during the Flea at Scape last week :D
I really love it a lot, cute right! teehee!

-

Met Yuwen, Yolanda and Vinleon for Breakkie this morning,
I was late cause I missed the bus, so I ended up cabbing down to J8.
Plus, it was raining and I didnt wanna be caught in the rain,
I am always falling ill because of the rain, even if its just drizzling.

Was a good one today :)
love you all truckloads!
And foong, see you again when you come back
to this sunny island (thats been flooding lately) HAHA! take care!

-

Reached home at 1230pm, slept from 130pm to 430pm HAHA!
See, I am really that tired, even with 8 hrs of sleep last night.
Guess what, I actually woke up at 6am,
the time that I'd always wake up for school; so screwed!

-

CAN MONDAY HURRY COME! FASTERRRRR!
Cause I am dying already :(((

2010-07-16T12:27:00.003+08:00

Yes I am that bored in the staff room.
I hope no one saw me doing this, HAHAHA!
Just for fun luh, self entertainment.

-

And yes the cup I was holding, had my carrot milk shake in it.
I see someone rolling eyes now HAHA!
Anyway, SE has officially ended for me, no more 550am,
no more 'should I cab?' early in the morning again,
no more digging for breakfast in the kitchen,
no more 'teacher, ...?'
no more stretching of eyelids and the list goes on,
BUT only for the time being.

Okay, leaving school in a while.
Will edit this entry again later :)

-

Off to town to meet Justina for late late lunch!
Macs, cant believe I went all the way to town for macs.
And so she went off for her work at 5pm while I left for... shopping!

-

Everything seems so expensive in Singapore after I came back from bkk.
Instead of buying more things, I went for manicure instead HAHA :D

Slept kinda early, terrible headache,
blame the stupid weather! :(

2010-07-15T18:55:00.001+08:00

This is mega cuteeee right! :D

-

I had a long day in school, damn tiring.
Reached home at 230pm, cleaned my room and rot till now.
I had to stop myself from taking afternoon naps so that I can sleep early at night.
Like yesterday, I died at 1220am.
Much as I didnt want to, I had to sacrifice those few texts from my 'bff'
in exchange for a little more sleep.
I hope my 'bff' texts me again tonight, HAHA!

I had a tiny problem today, I couldnt answer a simple question from a student.

i) Vanilla essence = brown
ii) Vanilla flavoured food = white (E.g. Ice cream, Cake etc.)

Student: Why vanilla essence is brown but the vanilla flavoured food all white?
Me: Errrrrr, cause its essence?! HAHAHA!
(I felt like an idiot seriously)

-

Dear students, stop blabbering nonsense in school,
if not I will get into trouble man :(
On a side note, tomorrow's the last day for SE! Hooorray!
Last chance to grab the carrot milk shake from the canteen;
and fyi, other than the drinks, I have not tried anything from the canteen,
I have been bringing my own food to school lately HAHA :D

-

Time pass damn SLOW lately.
Can't wait for next week to come man.

-

Today's newpaper;

"Now, news has emerged that Ballack's manger has alleged that part of the reason
for the style and verve was because there was a 'bunch of gays' in the team."

"It seemed that every sports journalist was already familiar with the
alleged homosexual conspiracy swirling around the German coach Joachim Low's team."

I wonder, who in the German team belongs to the bunch, HAHA!

2010-07-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

School's pretty alright today, just a 30min long lesson for the entire day.
So, I spent the rest of time in the staff room, adding and dropping mods for next sem.
Apparently my lectures timings all clashed like fck;
after fixing it for an hour, I managed to put everything in place,
BUT MY TUESDAY STARTS AT 1130, ENDS AT 630
WITH NO BREAK AT ALL. FML SERIOUSLY.
Sadly, the week seems rather packed once again.

-

(I am forcing bread down my throat now, so hungry)

-

Anyway, since school didn't suck all my energy away,
I decided to head out after school for a good meal!
Tried the chilli crab dumplings at DingTaiFung, not bad :D

-

'XXX wanna jio Miss Quek!'
Wha, seriously damn awkward man, I can totally imagine how stupid its gonna get.
TWO more days and I will be a free bird, HAHA :)))

-

I miss Organic Tea.

2010-07-13T20:47:00.003+08:00

School Expreience at CHIJ OLN with them :D
After spending 2days at XXXXXXX secondary school,
I seriously wanna beg MOE to allow me to switch to Primary school.
I get freaked out by the people in that secondary school.
The lower sec kids are good, but when it comes to the upper sec,
(I wanna pee in my pants already) HAHA,
they can be quite a pain.
I walked past this group of sec5 boys who happened to be sun tanning
along the corridor,
(truth is, they were punished and had to stand outside the class, but
they ended up lying on the floor WTF HAHAHA),
guess what, they made noises like those ah bengs sucking thier lips
when I walked past them, seriously man.
SHOW SOME RESPECT and I AM NOT an ah lianzx okay!

-

On a brighter side, I enjoyed the lower sec Home Econs lesson :D
the best 1.5 hrs in school thus far! Can't wait to conduct a lesson on my own!
There's this Ah Beng-ish looking yet super tiny boy in this particular class;
the way he was trying to grate the carrot was damn funny.
And when he complained that the carrot was too small,
his friends just said, 'like yours'
HAHAHAHAHA did you get catch that?
I wanted to burst out laughing man!
You know, when kids forget to bring containers to 'ta-bao' thier food home,
they tend to throw them away,
but we cannot encourage them to waste food,
so the right answer is a NO when they ask, 'teacher, can throw?'
This boy approached me with a kinfe when he showed me the cake,
and asked, 'Teacher, can throw? I don't want to eat.'
Tell me, DO YOU DARE SAY NO to him? HAHAHAH!
So, I directed him to my CT, phew.

-

Yesterday, I spent $1.30 in total for the whole day. Not bad right.
Three more days to go! The next few days gonna be damn boring :(((

-

I HATE SQUEEZING IN THE BUS WITH FAT AND SELFISH PEOPLE
WHO REFUSE TO MOVE IN DESPITE BEING TOLD TO DO SO.
'YOU' have wasted much of the world's resources and wasted so much of my time,
I was almost late for school!
Don't let me see you again tmr!

-

SLEEPY.

2010-07-12T15:29:00.007+08:00

[KERR] says:
which one should I get?

- says:
the 2nd one is too polka already

HAHAHAHA I thought that was rather cute.
Polka = Polka dots by the way!

Last Friday, attended Ryan's 21st at Aranda, downtown east.
Jean decided to pick Edeline, Yolanda and Jowene and I up;
so the five of us were in Jean's car, heading towards Pasir Ris.
God knows why, we ended up at NSRCC HAHAHAHA,
girls and their sense of direction.
We took one hour to get to Aranda, from Tanah Merah.
(Could have travelled across the entire Singapore already man)
Jean and I poured Baileys onto the Choco cake, damn nice;
now I wanna buy a bottle of baileys and add them to my coffee!

-

Saturday was spent at Scape Flea market with a bunch of girls.
Somehow I got no mood to shop in Spore after coming back from BKK.
Shop here in Spore means pay thrice the amount !@#$%^&
Met Weiting for a while to shop for Mich's pressie,
but Weiting ended up shopping for herself at the Flea market HAHA!
The place was seriously damn crowded man!

-

Sunday night, Mich's 21st Birthday party!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE :)

Met up with a couple of my sec two classmates and we started
talking about what happened back then in school,
didnt know we were so lame and dumb!
Somewhere in between 10 to 1030pm,
a very interesting incident took place, it's still very fresh in my mind
HAHAHA!

-

Rushed home, took a forty five min nap,
strolled to Cheryl's place and caught the WC finals with the soccergirls.
We were damn noisy, even without the use of my vuvu.
When the camera zoomed into players like,
JESUS, VILLA, FABREGAS, CASILLAS or some random players,
who happened to belong to the same category as them
(I am sure you know what category),
we would go like 'ahhh' 'whaaaa' 'ohhhh' 'whoaaaa'

-

Decided to just bathe and head down to school after the match
(the extra time ate up my sleep time).
Since I didnt get to sleep at all, I ended up spending every single minute
in school, trying to stretch open my eyes, eyelids never felt so heavy before!

-

This particular school I am in now is pretty scary.
I am freaking out, and I am very serious.

I heard a boy yelling at the DM wtf!
It was a quite an ugly scene, a very heated argument right outside the General office!

2010-07-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

[KERR] says:
eat so little, of course hungry!
you must learn frm me now
HAHAHAHA

says:
i ate more than you today
HAHA

[KERR] says:
NO
HAHAHAHAH
i started eating since 915am, breakfast
a bread
then 1130am, claypot noodles!
HAHAHHA

says:
uh huh
i had wanton mee
2 bread with egg
soup
waffles
wah lao same luh
HAHAHAHA

[KERR] says:
i had cashew nuts and NUGGETS
HAHAHA
i win!

says:
im gg to eat ltr
i am going to WIN
HAHAHA

[KERR] says:
HAHAHA
i am going to start eating at 640am later!

-

It's interesting, how other girls compare on how little they eat,
but we compete on how much more we eat than each other.
HAHA!

-

Caught Puyol's goal on Tv last night,
awesome much and Spain is through to the finals;
in other words, I get to see Villa for another match!
Two years ago, I said Spain will be Euro champ, but my friends laughed,
I hope the same thing will happen again this WC;
I wouldnt mind if they wanna laugh at me again HAHA :D

My aunt called me at 8am to ask if I am happy;
I was like huh?
Then she continued, 'cause Spain is in the finals!'
HAHAHA my goodness.
-

Two hours of sleep is srsly NOT enough for school,
was freaking tired, so I slept in the 'staff room' again.
Went into this primary one class today,
they are so cuteeeee, like all around my waist level pleaseeee.
And I saw this girl; her cheeks power, win me hands down.
Had the urge to put her in a bag and bring her home, HAHA!

-

I bumped into my primary school dentist while I was walking to the canteen,
HAHAHA she could somehow recognize me, amazing.
That was like 10years ago, almost.
Secretly, I used to hate her; I didn't like to visit the dental clinic.
I confessed to her, and we both laughed out loud, HAHA!

-

This post has been typed within 5 min I think,
cause I am damn sleepy now, gonna sleep GOODNIGHT!

2010-07-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

I had this for lunch in school today;
it costs only $2 and its really nice.
I was telling my colleague that I am going to eat this on friday (Last day in OLN).
The canteen vendors all super duper nice,
they address us as lao shi, HAHA!

Honestly, I am still not used to having students greeting me.
That aside, the first lesson was cancelled for today,
therefore I only had one hour of lesson,
so I spent the rest of my time sleeping in the 'Staff Room'.
I took two cushions from the sofa and hugged them to sleep;
and of course, I had my itouch on as well.
FYI, I really dozed off and had a really weird dream.
I jerked up after 45min cause a teacher accidentally slammed the cupboard,
resulting in a freaking ear piercing bang.
She actually apologized to me, HAHA so embarrassing!

-

Anyway, contact time aka staff meeting.
We had a mini birthday celebration for the teachers born in July/Aug.
Very interesting right.
This is what teachers and Principal do behind closed doors.

You know what, my pee was coming out already but the Principal
just kept going on and on, HAHAHA.
The meeting lasted for 1.5hrs, after which I dashed home to sleeeeeeep.
Today's a record, I nap from 4 to 7pm HAHA, like a log.

-

Germany vs Spain later.
I will watch no matter what.
I am going to conceal my eyebags/rings tomorrow before I go to school HAHA!

Stand up, you need to exercise!

2010-07-06T18:56:00.003+08:00

My first day in CHIJ OLN.
Let me rewind a bit before I get into the details of what happened in school.
I tried damn hard to fall asleep last night;
as you know, I sleep at like 4am in the morning on NORMAL days.
Today, I had to be up at 620am;
I seriously cannot remember when was the last time I woke up at such timing.
That aside, I woke up with two alarm clocks (my phone and itouch),
for which I snoozed them quite a bit before dragging myself to the bathroom.
That's the first part of my day for you.

-

It was pretty strange for me to hear the national anthem all over again.
Haven't really got the chance to hear it since I graduated from JC, I think.
YES, I FORGOT to mention, the little girls in their blue pinafore are so cute!
They are like so small, AND they have almost similar hairstyles,
you must have guessed it, BANGSSSS!!! HAHAHA!

-

I wasn't expecting the food portion to be so small,
so I asked the aunty to give me a little less rice, as usual.
(I was damn hungry although I had two buns before my break)
This plate of food prolly filled only 1/4 of my stomach,
I had the urge to order anopther plate of noodles;
BUT, I didnt want my colleagues to judge me HAHA!

-

In class.
This Eng teacher was teaching this word 'Wreck'
So she asked, 'do you all know what's the meaning of wreck?'
and gave a them a hint, 'Shipwreck'
One girl shouted, 'Shoe Rack!'
OMG I had to hold back my laughter so badly.

Since it's a Catholic school, the students thank their teachers in this form,
'Thank you teacher, may God bless you
and may guardian angels watch over you.'
I heard it a few times today,
I am very blessed today.
(Should have gone to S'pools man, HAHA, just kidding)

Tried so damn hard to stay awake during the last lesson,
yawned like 8934765130 times.
The sound of the school bell was like a melodious voice of the guardian angel,
telling me that I can finally go home and SLEEP HAHAHA.

-

While I was walking to foyer, I saw this,

CAN YOU COUNT THE NUMBER OF PINK BAGS?!?!
INCREDIBLE.

Okay, I know it's a girls school, BUT do all girls like PINK?!

-

So as expected, I dashed home and died on my bed;
unfortunately the sick weather woke me up, fcking hot.
(I am trying to cut down on vulgarities, but the weather was really !@#$%)

Woke up feeling hungry, ended up eating dinner alone;
cause it was too weird a timing to ask people out for dinner actually.
I have staff meeting tomorrow, it will prolly end arnd late afternoon,
should anyone feel hungry before the sun sets, TEXT ME,
yes I am that desperate.

-

Okay Holland or no Holland tonight?
I still can't decide.

(Shit, I am like hungry again TMD)

2010-07-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

Met up with Novia and Weiyun for dinner.
They invaded my itouch and forgot about my existence, HAHA.

-

Practicum/SE starts tmr, bunch of nerves.
Its 1:26am now, so by right, it starts in another 6hours!
I don't know why but I am feeling worried, weird right!
And, I can't seem to sleep.

-

Called Mommy this afternoon, she has to go through an op this week,
but I don't know when yet; crossing fingers tight.
Hate this part right here.

-

BKK

2010-07-05T01:14:00.009+08:00

Hello Singapore, I am back from Bangkok.
Sadly, I only had two full days to shop;
came back with an approx 12kg worth of garments/accessories.
Why didn't I hit the given capacity of 20kg, regret much.
Then again, it wasn't an easy task carrying a 12kg bag around.

Pictures show day 1 and 2 of goods:

Gave up on unpacking, my room's still in a mess, HAHA.

-

The food, all damn good AND CHEAP.

Forgot to mention, HAHA I was there with Justina and Esther :)

We sorta had this 'private' tuk tuk driver, he will wait for us outside our
hotel on a daily basis.
I was in an orangeee red shirt on saturday, a tuk tuk driver approached
me and pointed to his shirt with the Thailand flag, the red portion
in particular, and said
'I was the red shirt, you also red shirt?'
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Okay, he was joking with me only.
(I hope you know what red shirt means!)
Another interesting thing, I became a free model for one of the shops at
CTC, damn joke.

Damn good meal at chatuchak! :DDD
The two guys next to us ordered 3 dishes only,
check out our tables, for three girls, HAHAHA!

Hotel room.

Unfortunately, I have practiucm on tuesday, so I left bkk on a Sunday afternoon,
right after my last meal in bkk.
Those two lucky girls are still in bkk.
Thank God for the nice view, I managed to stay awake for the two hours
alone in the plane, not forgetting to mention my very useful itouch :D

this week's gonna be hell. I mean the weekdays.
Weekends will be precious; you can forget about asking me out on a weekday,
I think I will die once the school bell rings.
Practicum starts in another 28 hours! :(

zoosk girl

2010-07-01T12:40:00.005+08:00

I am leaving Singapore in another 6 more hours,
BUT I think (think only), I am having a bit of a hangover right now.
On top of that, I haven't change any money,
and I haven't check my bag.

Cause I partied,
and died HAHAHA.
I just remembered this,
I THINK I tried to replace my heels with a pair of slippers found along the corridor
while I was heading home.
(Never wear heels to club if you havent worn them for long)
Expected, I walked home bare footed,
and I was behaving like a koala bear again HAHAHA.
I have a nice comfy lovable Tree.
People whom I met last night: Vithya, Sheryl and Meijing
And guess what, when V and I met in the toilet,
we went like OH MY GAWD damn fcking loud in the toilet,
everyone just stopped talking and turned to us.

Okay, I need to rest now, its pouring outside by the way.
-

Let me rewind a bit;

Did you see D.Villa score against Portugal? I did and it was hell awesome.
Go Spain! Better beat Paraguay this weekend! :D

-

Met Chloe for lunch and dessert.
ThaiExpress for lunch and this Nonya place at Heartland mall for dessert.
Its not bad though, Chendol Snow ice here you go:

Left for town to get my stuff from Huijeen, and guess what, we wore the same top,
damn cute please HAHA! And she went like, 'Shall we take a picture?'
See it for yourself:

-

Okay, I am going to rest my heavy head now :D

2010-06-28T20:03:00.001+08:00

So, what happened for the past few days,

1) Saturday; Met up with Jinyu after 8375346321years later.

2) Sunday; Watched soccer with Maureen, Yichun and Bronson again.

3) To be exact, it's supposed to be - watched how England embarrassed themselves,
and how maureen jumped around her house each time Germany scored.
(So she jumped for 4times in total, HAHAHA)

4) Monday; headed down to ikea to get my rack
(so that I can buy more clothes from bkk)

5) SOS, needed help to fix the rack, John to the rescue;
BUT he hammered the rack so hard that
my carpet has a hole now HAHAHAHA!
(the carpet was placed under the rack initially to reduce the noise)

6) Travelled to Novia's place to get something; then I left for Gardens
to settle my late dinner.

7) Though Slovakia didnt win, they helped me save 5bucks.

8) Right now, Brazil is raping Chile, poor thing.

9) And I witnessed a mini car accident today; two cars, HONDA.
(Its a sign, Honda will be Japan's first scorer tmr, HAHA!)

10) My tummy is bloated like mad, like as if there are 100 babies inside, ugrh.
Indigestion sucks big time.

TWO MORE DAYS!

2010-06-26T23:57:00.001+08:00

what an illustration, teehee!

-

I had a really bad start to my day, and I forgot to mention.
Woke up at 9am to check the score for the Spain's match,
and when I tried to get back to my bed,
my shin hit straight to the edge/side of my bed.
Damn painful, the pain's still haunting me right now.
The pain's worse than the one I'd experienced when I broke my clavicle bone.
There's also a wound, with a bit of pus and its a little swollen.
I got this feeling that this is gonna be bad, seriously.

Crossing my fingers tight.

-

Good food today; to compensate for yesterday's losses.
But being greedy, I filled my stomach to its brim,
ended up feeling bloated like mad now, uncomfortable much.
I still feel nauseous luh :((
My body is weak, disintegrating.

-

Can anyone tell me where to get polka dotted bedsheets,
like pretty ones? I tried Ikea, but all OOS :(((
Drop me a message on FB if you know okay, thanks!

-

Love-hate r/s with this WC. !@#$%^&
Its funny yet annoying, I can't decide!

-

I have so many things to say, but too bad HAHAHA!

2010-06-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

If I were in the crowd, I would have ran down and throw him a hug,
HAHAHAH okay, just kidding.
I watched his goal against Chile, and his expression when he realised that the
ball went in, pure classic.

-

Too bad, I was sick yesterday, was supposed to watch the match
but ended up sleeping through the night,
I did set my alarm clock at 2am though.
Yesterday was hell bad for me, I ate thrice and threw up twice,
as the equations say, I only had a meal for the whole day,
it wasnt even one meal, just half a bowl of noodles.
So I slept for close to 12 hours.

-

I must have spent too many hours travelling and too many hours in the hospital,
hence my body is getting weak.
Need some fresh air man,
I have to be fit and well enought before I go bulldoze the streets of bkk.
teehee :)

-

Okay, I am going to try and eat now, hope I wont throw up again!

2010-06-23T12:44:00.004+08:00

Torres should keep his hands off my Villa, HAHAHA!

-

England, please deliver tonight, don't be a joke like France.
Don't try to convince me that match fixing exists.

-

It's strange, I woke up with my left eye swollen;
it's kinda scary, so I am going to stay home today,
praying hard for the swell to go away :(((

-

Did I mention that I had chicken rice for lunch AND dinner yesterday;
I am so going to stop eating chicken rice for a month.
Grandpa and I had the famous chicken rice balls for lunch,
and Dad ta-bao the balls AGAIN for dinner cause he didnt know I ate that for lunch.
Spent six hours at the hospital yesterday;
I can be a part time nurse soon, just that I will faint at the sight of blood,
HAHA.
And to all who'd asked about my mom, really thanks a lot for the concern,
I appreciate that big time, thanks for the loves :D

-

I see bills rolling.
I see the amount with never ending digits.
I need to eat bread and biscuits soon,
drink water and sixty cents kopi only.

Sigh :((

-

Yesterday;
Me: Where are you going?
Brother: To play Basketball.

Today;
Me: Where are you going?
Brother: To play Badminton.

Seriously, I need to steal some energy from him man.

2010-06-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

I tend to see things differently.
I don't know if that's good or bad, HAHA.

-

Visited my mom at the hospital earlier on;
can't wait for her to be discharged man :(
So while I was on my way home and in the car,
I heard from the radio that Portugal was leading one nil at half time;
then when I got home, showered and had my dinner,
I heard the news reporting the final score - seven nil.
I forgot to mention who got the zeeerroww;
but I believe the whole world knows, poor thing.
Some kind thrashing man HAHA.

-

It was a good Saturday night by the way.
The past four days have been awesome.

2010-06-20T15:33:00.004+08:00

Witnessed a fight at the beerfest,
that drunkard who started the fight had to be escorted out;
shattered glass bottles and a rolling barrel.
Shame on him, and I think he lost his pair of shoes while fighting HAHAHA!
He attacked this angmoh guy for I don't know why.
(it's not important since he's drunk anyway)
That aside, in order to pull them apart, the angmoh guy's friend went to pull
his friend's underwear so freaking hard that I could see his entire ass,
HAHAHAHA, see, told you it was a big show.

Damn funny.

-

Attended Eric's lovely twenty-first birthday party at Dallas restaurant & bar.
Pretty place for a party I must say, with the small little balcony,
just nice for the fireworks last night! :D
(Not that I was at the balcony watching the fireworks,
but I guess they must have looked awesome from there)

Didn't take much photos, sadly.
Still, Happy Birthday Eric! :)

-

Last night was truly a LAUGH OUT LOUD night.
"fuck keli I can't believe its _ plus HAHAHAHA!"

2010-06-18T12:48:00.002+08:00

my cutest coussie! teehee :D

-

After visiting the hospital for 3 consec days,
or rather having contact with germs for 3 consec days,
I fell terribly ill.
Visited the doctor yesterday for a lump of medicines.
So expensive to fall sick, waste money.

-

Met up with Bronson, Maureen and Yichun for soccer last night.
I wasn't feeling that well, but I miss them luh, HAHA!
World cup seems more interesting/exciting/funny with them around.
The word Messi was the joke of the day.
Thanks for the laughter guys;
live betting, HAHAHAHAHA!

-

Before the Argentina Vs Korea match:

After the match:

-

I was bloated like mad after the match, the cup of KOI was my dinner.

-

England, Rooney, don't fail me tonight!

I want to be your favourite hello and hardest goodbye.

2010-06-14T19:05:00.004+08:00

I thought I was special in your eyes.
I just wanted a little more attention,
a little more to overcome those miseries,
a little more to feel wanted,
a little more to prove that my existence still has its worth.
Such little things do bother me much;
we all know that I think a lot.

-

Like a merry go round, my life is spinning continuously as well.
I spent 5 hours at the emergency unit last evening waiting for my mom to be warded;
I spent another 3 hours accompanying her in the ward today.
I shall spend the night there tomorrow.
I don't like the smell of a hospital, it smells like depression.
I always say I dislike the smell of cigarettes,
but now I am saying, I HATE the smell of the hospital,
or maybe I just can't stand the smell of the medicines.
Hoping for my mom to be discharged soon, crossing my fingers tight tight!
Get well soon Mommy dearest! ♥

-

I will be strong.
I will have my meals regularly.
I will be healthy.
I will take good care of myself.
I have to stop bullying my body.

2010-06-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

Did you see how did Park Ji Sung celebrate his goal against Greece?
It's definitely something you won't ever get to see it in ManU.
HAHA, nice!

-

I found a box of durian at my Grandma's place earlier on; unbearable.
The box has been left in the living room since it's arrival.
Due to that, I haven't been to the living room since.
(After I took a picture of them) HAHA!

Cause we get fruits for free, especially durian.

-

My fever is back, just took my medicine.
Had a good nap in the afternoon, now I am feeling slightly better,
ready for the match at 230am later.
Unfortunately, the germs/virus or whatever have spread over to my mom,
she is down with fever now, and its worse than mine.
Depressing right; truth is, her body has already been so weak,
the fever is making her even weaker.
She better be fine tomorrow, if not I will feel damn badddd :(((

-

World cup makes people fat, cause it's hard not to eat and watch at the same time.
HAHA, I am eating popcorn now and watching Messi bulldoze the Nigerians.

Losing Grip.

2010-06-11T23:01:00.004+08:00

You can't see me now, but I have the same expression as this little girl right now.

-

I fainted for like 10sec today.
Like flat on the ground, in my kitchen.
Scared the shit out of me; low blood pressure I guess.
Or maybe, I don't quite know actually.

-

I tried today; failed.
Its no longer the same.
It's weird, very strange.
I hope its not what I think it is.
It'll be messy if it is.

-

Adults give me headache, terrible one.
I want to rant, but its pointless actually,
I will just end up being like them, irritating.
But then again, its worse when you keep the shit to yourself.
Feel like crying, but my eyes feel so dry.
Feel like screaming, but they will think I am crazy.
I want to lock myself in a box.

-

2010-06-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

On a nothing-better-to-do afternoon.

-

I can feel my fever coming back :(

How to fall asleep at night without having to toss and turn for hours?

I made Broccoli with Cheese this afternoon, can pass luh, HAHA.

Craving for KOI.

I have to bear in mind that its a fortunate thing to be woken up in the morning,
and to be served with breakfast.

I must NOT take things for granted.

I feel like a gorilla when I look into the mirror.

How to tell if a person is happy/sad or sincere/hypocrite?

Can't wait for World Cup to start; my pick for this year: Spain.

How to not feel scared/worried/depressed.

Within 24hrs.

-

My brother and I just couldn't communicate;

Me: Let's bet, world cup, ten bucks.

Bro: Okay deal, whats your pick?

Me: You first.

Bro: South Africa.

Me: HUH? You serious? I give you a chance, you sure you don't wanna change?

Bro: For what?

Me: Crazy, I am taking Spain.

Bro: Eh the first match is South Africa vs Mexico please.

Me: I am saying the over all Champ!

Bro: I might not have 10bucks by then, HAHA!

-

Goodnight.

2010-06-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

I was thinking about something last night,
from 12am to 3am;
for that 3 freaking hours.

So sad.
So many issues.
So troubled.

-

(The following para is unrelated to what's stated above by the way)

I figured that I have drifted away from a group of friends,
and I am pretty upset about it.
We used to be so close,
so much so that we would spend hours together,
talking about everything under the sun.
I miss those days, for they can never come back.
Sadly, now we don't even give a damn,
we no longer put in the effort
or contribute the time.

Friends shouldn't judge one another,
if not they shouldn't be called friends.
With that, I just wanna ask this, are we still friends?

-

I have been real tired these few days,
accompanying my mom here and there for check ups and all.
Those waiting hours have sucked out all my energy.
On top of that,
just today an idiot who wasn't watching his steps crashed into my left shoulder
so damn fucking hard;
I swear I thought my shoulder could've been broken for the second time.
The stupid pain is back again.
(No, I am not crying)
I held onto my left arm like how I did when it first broke,
and did what I've always been good at, SULK.

-

Goodness,
this is such a depressing post,
I shall end off with a HAHA.
Goodnight.

Another Summer day has come and gone away.

2010-06-08T16:45:00.002+08:00

Awwwww ♥

-

Eat one Magnum Almond and your fever will be gone, HAHA.
Yes, I have recovered, eating more than ever today,
my heart is with the two ice cream in my fridge now.
On top of that, I am craving for the Cheddar Broccoli Chef T made the other day.
What to do.

-

I was looking at my bank account statement and realised that I have NOT
been saving, and in fact, I am using the money that's supposed to be saved.
Seriously, where have all the money gone to,
(please don't tell me F21/shopping/beer, all invalid) HAHA!

-

I hate it this way;
got scolded for sleeping way too long,
not eating healthy food and spending too much time on the laptop.
THEN WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO :(((

2010-06-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

I am having a damn FEVER, miserable much.

2010-06-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

Attended xinhui's twenty first birthday party at Aloha Loyang last night.
(Need to thank Ogre T for heading down with me!)

-

And so she turned twenty-one in advance,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINHUI :)))
Seriously, check out the cake.
I was helping her mom to cut the cake,
damn tedious to slice them.
On top of that, its freaking sweeeeeeeeet, period.
But then again, its pretty right,
'I can't bear to cut the cake!' was what she said before she cut it.

My Primary School teacher and classmates, HAHA.

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(The polaroid, more like Ogre T's birthday right HAHA)

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Stayed over at the chalet till 7am this morning, slept for only 3 hours.
Reached home at 8am, had to keep myself awake till 11am,
cause I know if I were to fall asleep, it'll be for long/good/forever.
Left for Kovan macs to join Weiyun, Novia & Ogre T for breakfast at 1130am.
Heard a pretty interesting yet shocking info about me today;
something that made me Laugh Out Loud.
Anyway, Ogre T left for her tutee while the rest of us left for Bishan (for KOI)!
Weiyun and I headed down to town; she left for her friend's party,
but I went shopping ALONE.
Doesn't matter, shopping alone is healthy, HAHA!

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Met Ogre T AGAIN later in the evening.
Yeah you got it all right, TO EAT.
Her satay and char kway teow, my porridge and chicken wings :)
www.fatfat.com/keli&tanny

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I AM DAMN TIRED NOW,
NEED TO SLEEP.
GOODNIGHT.

We still belong to each other.

2010-06-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

happy 365 days of love.
(we made it, HAHA)

Although Ogre T is fierce (okay, sometimes), gets drunk almost all the time,
sleepy/yawning round the clock, pinches me everytime she sees me,
begs me for a _____ on a daily basis, nags at me for shopping too much
and causes me to put on weight;
to me, she is still the best.
I♥You Ogre T.

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Picnic at the Botanical Gardens.

You wouldnt have imagined this; Ogre T prepared the food.
All the veggies, my favourite (I'm a cow, remember HAHA)
She can cook, believe it or not. And, the food's not bad okay!
Everything's good but I Love the Broccoli with Cheese the most! :)))

This is my Ogre T:

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We had no proper drink the whole time while we were at BG,
all we had was wine, wine and wine.
got so damn thirsty that we left for Dempsey's B&J's.
Ice cream made it worse for us,
had to stop by the petrol kiosk to get drinks HAHA.
I am quite surprised that we didnt consume any BEER today, amazing.

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Thanks for today,
thanks for the food, the effort and the love.
I'm still damn touched.
You're the sweetest I swear.

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2010-06-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

I woke up and found this in my living room this morning,
almst died from laughing.
Its like a 3D poster of Drogba!
Like who the hell in my family supports him, HAHAHA.
I was in a rush, didnt get the chance to ask, will figure this out one day!

(Anyone who wants it, please text me in private HAHAHA!)

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I just came back to spore, busy busy week ahead.

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365days of love coming up :)

you know me and, you care.

2010-06-01T16:43:00.002+08:00

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Eat, eat and eat everyday.
I think I eat more than I shit; and when the excess is stored in the body,
that's it, fatty acids, HAHA.
My maid makes really good mee hoon kway (I don't know if you guys know what's this or not),
so I had a really huge portion this afternoon.
Guess what my mom told my maid,
'I haven't seen her eat such a huge portion before.'

Not true, I mean the 'before' part, I used to eat like a fat cow.
Now, I only eat like a cow, HAHA.

One more month to BKK, I hope everything'll be good by then.
Time flies, one month of this long vacation has ended.

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Sunday night was the funniest;
my cousin drove me out for supper and while she was reversing the car,
we heard 'BANG' (It was pretty dark that night)
HAHAHA my goodness, she crashed onto the car behind.
I swear I'm the worst cousin ever, I actually burst out laughing.
We wanted to run, but too bad, someone saw us.
So we went down to check, nothing happened to our car,
but there was this big dent on the other car.
Best supper ever.

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Grandma just made some desserts, I am going to continue to bloat, HAHA!

I'll be there for you, its a promise.

2010-05-29T14:48:00.002+08:00

Mommy called me to tell me that she misses me a lot,
that made me cry.
I felt bad for not being there for her when she needed me the most.

I want to run back home now,
and tuck myself into her arms :(
I love you mommy dearest ♥

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2010-05-29T01:27:00.005+08:00

I have been real tired this week with so many things going on in my life.
Be it good or bad, everything just flooded in at the same time,
or rather wrong time I would say.
In short, it was bad.
I am glad this week is gonna end soon,
I can't wait to visit my mom.
I finished three bottles of beer all by myself this week.
Thumbs up for my courage, though it sucks to drink alone.

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This week's durian week (I had two encounters with this smelly fruit)
Ice cream buffet with the FCS girls;
they made me try the durian ice cream @#$%^&*
ireallydontlikeit!

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Had Koi at tpy on thursday;
a random one actually but niceeeee!
Took a bus down to SIM hostel to meet jinyu,
havent seen her for so long,
to think we used to be roommates!
I had to move so many of my things back home, like table and stool.
In case you are wondering why my things were in her hostel,
I had actually left them with her since the start of the year.
Thats not the main point, I had to carry the stupid huge table back,
with the nails sticking out from below.
In order not to kill anyone, I took a cab back during the super peak hour.
I was left with 10 cents when I reached home.
HAHA.

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Met Cheryl by her poolside on Thursday morning;
we wanted a tan, and the sun was good, TOO GOOD.
(My skin feels like its ripping apart now)
It got so damn hot that I decided to swim instead,
and Cheryl wanted me to join the kids who were competing in the pool.
HAHA!
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Came home and found a sunflower on my gate! Pretty :)

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Attended Gordon's 21st Party at his place the same day.
Happy Birthday to you, Gordon!
(we have been friends for 14.5 years!)
BUT, he doesn't know that I don't take durian :((
He ordered this Durian cake from Goodwood Park.
Seriously, so many people would die to eat it
but I just had a tiny strawberry from the cake, HAHA!
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Met up with the bimbos on Friday night.
Vesak day + Friday + GSS = Shouldnt have met in town for dinner.
We looked around and figured that Fish&Co has the shortest Queue,
and that was how we decided on our dinner.
Anyway, we were supposed to meet at 630pm,
think our dinner only started at 8pm, as usual always late.
I had a good time today, iloveyougirls!
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I don't want to fall sick;
right now, I am feeling dizzy and I just can't stop sneezing :((
Must have been the weather!

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'Cause you're everywhere to me,
And when I close my eyes it's you I see .
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone.

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Its gonna be tough for me.

2010-05-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

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I'm feeling so fcking miserable right now.
There are only negative thoughts in me.
This can't go on;
cause if it does,
everything's gonna vanish.

Maybe to everyone,
I'm worth less than a dollar coin.

goodnight.

2010-05-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

2010-05-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

SHREK in 3D today!

Not bad, quite funny. Its a kid show after all,
for fun joy and laughter HAHA.
Its not the Tanny-kinda-movie,
so I need to thank her for spending time watching with me! :)))

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I thought by not eating breakfast/lunch (I had popcorn for Brunch actually),
I can easily finish a Carls Jr burger and half the box of fries.
Yes, its true indeed, I finished my share of food and then, I died a horrible death.
Could hardly walk at all, worse than a pregnant woman.

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Yesterday was made up of many small meals,
today's made up of one fcking huge meal.
F.A.I.L.E.D again HAHA.

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Missed the chance of having lunch with Novia today :(
(Ask me out again okay, will try to make it,
if not I will go down to somewhere near barker next time, teehee!)

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I saw this quote from Emelyn's Fb status,

"People are funny. They spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't need, to impress people they don't like."

So, do you agree?

'...To buy things they don't need,' I need help for this.

Never Ever.

2010-05-23T23:47:00.005+08:00

This picture is retarded much, but I don't care how we look.
(:

She calls me a Banana each time I wear this yellow shirt.
If I wear it with my red pair of shorts, she'll say Mcdonalds.

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My one-day-one-meal failed terribly.
It became one BIG meal split into many small meals, HAHA,
hence I ended eating more than ever;
wanna give up already man, HAHAHA, always like that.
And and and, this monster-T keeps saying EATEATEAT into my ears!
More like FATFATFAT right!

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This coming week will be good, I hope.

Monday: Shrek-ing with monster-T.
Tuesday: Ice Cream buffet with AAQ mates (heck the D-plan for a day!)
Wednesday: Lunch Buddy timeeee!
Thursday: Gordon's 21st
Friday: Freeeee so date me, date me, date me pleaseeeee.
Saturday: Freya's 21st and errrr, Zouk, no Zouk? Drink, no drink?
Sunday: Ring the Wedding bells!

Take my hand.

2010-05-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

Yes I was damn bored/free/nth better to do mood,
so I went down to Jln Besar ytd to catch the A'div soccer finals
between SAJC and MJC.

That made me think back and I kinda miss SECONDARY school days;
where we girls cheer like wtf during the nat'l track&field meet.
My Jc days suck big time, could hardly sense any school spirit in NYJC.
I would use a word to describe it if you want me to - pathetic.
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Met Tanny for Chicken Rice this afternoon;
after which I headed down to town to meet a bunch of noisy friends for
shopping and dinner.
Sushi Tei for the five of us, I had this:

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Couldn't resist, wanted to get this pair of pumps from Schu for so damn long alrdy,
they didnt have my size back then.
So, I finally got them today :)

Get shoes/pumps/sandals from Schu, cause they are damn comfy and pretty!
Ask me if you want 15% of your bill by the way!

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I will be free on this coming sat(tmr)/sun/mon/wed,
so please ask me out if you are bored and free.

2010-05-20T03:52:00.001+08:00

I kinda pity the little car HAHA.

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Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away.

2010-05-18T23:56:00.006+08:00

I am so glad to be alive right now,
almost died from a feast
HAHA.

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Spent 2/3 of my day with Tanny,
and we spent 2/3 of the time EATING.

I made pancakes and scrambled eggs today;
at 430pm, HAHAHA!
Looking good from the pictures right;
round pancakes and fluffy scrambled eggs!
I am quite proud of myself actually,
my very first attempt on scrambled eggs :)))

So we watched TV, waited for 730pm to arrive.
And here comes the BOMB;
we headed down to AMK (Mellben) for Chili crab.
The inital plan was to have Chili crab and mantou only
but we went on to order other dishes.
The 'Playboy Chicken' HAHAHA!
Guess what, we had 15 mantou in total!
Reminded me of the time when we had god-knows-how-many 'longs' of xlb!
Then again, the crab's really gooooood! The gravy - irresistible!

We totally killed ourselves there, so full till I couldnt walk,
the journey back was comparable to some roller coaster rides,
(If you know how fast Tanny drives)
I could feel the food all the way up at my throat already HAHA.
The things we do, always make me wanna laugh;
like how we can go for a Crab feast on a random day,
and return back to my house for a tub of Ben&Jerrys ice-cream.
It scares me at the rate we are eating;
like soon, we can take part in some eating competition.
I can feel my stomach stretching, seriously HAHA!

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Just today, I overheard this secondary school kid saying this,
'I don't want to go to a science class, there's no point of me being so hardworking.'
I had the urge to tell him that he'll eventually regret for not working hard :(

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Its been a good Tuesday somehow!

The rain fell hard on the roofs that day.

2010-05-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

Met up with Cheryl, Esther and Justina today;
on a Monday night to be exact, not Wednesday uh!
BUT (there'll always be a but when we meet),
we were discussing about this Wednesday,
it has been a long time since we-know-what-can-already.
Supposed to meet at 7pm for dinner,
as usual, dinner started only after 8pm.

Astons @Cathay

Hate the Red Army, now I have to find alternatives,
my BKK trip has been ruined.
My friends wanna go HK AGAIN, should I?
It'll be like a joke to go HK TWICE in one vacation right, HAHA!

We'll see how then.

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I got my hair permed, it was a risk.
Have to wait a week for it to be less curly,
I hope it'll be good :)

2010-05-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

Told ya,
HAHA laugh-able.

2010-05-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

love nua-ing in my room.

2010-05-15T14:06:00.003+08:00

Finally met up with them! :)))

As usual, it was ThaiExpress for dinner once again,
followed by 'bitching/gossiping' session.
Okay just kidding, I meant info exchanging session.
Wrapped up the day with some camwhoring and shopping.
They headed off to party while I left for home,
yes home-sweet-home.
(No, club is no longer my second home, HAHA)

Random note,
every girl should buy their Bras from LaSenza,
you won't regret.

I am starting to shop for all the teaching/office wear for my practicum/SE.
They cost more than the normal pretty clothes wtf.
I seriously cannot imagine myself in those clothes,
I almost burst out laughing while I was in the fitting room.

Well, time to look mature.

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Tanny came over at night to pick me up for supper;
we had my fav 'ooze' prata with Tiffany and Junwei.
Awesome luh!

There's sth I need to say,
I was at F21 website till 5.10am this morning;
there's seriously sth wrong with me and I can't explain.

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2010-05-13T16:59:00.002+08:00

why we love HK:

awesome food in HK, most of the stalls open till like 3am in the wee hours,
hunger has never been an issue late at night.

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Day 1, arrived in HK at 11am.
We started shopping at 130pm, right after lunch,
only to return to bed at 1130pm.
No wonder I couldnt feel my legs at all on that night.

Love my tiny pink luggage :)

like seriously damn tired.

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Day 2, Disneyland from 103oam to 930pm.
Good training for our legs.

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Day 3, Shopping at another Island;
I went crazy in H&M, we need one in Spore pleaseeee.
Victoria Harbour at night.
Love the htht at starbucks, one of the best nights in Hk I dare say :)
It was hell damn cold at night, we had to cab back to our place cause
I couldnt walk at all;
the result of not bringing my jacket out.

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Day 4: Shopping and shopping and shopping.

Gordon and I were trapped at the station while waiting for the rest to join us,
and due to boredom, we got crazy with camwhoring,
please don't bother judging us,
we have known each other since primary one,
thats why we behave like this, HAHAH!

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Day 5, we had a hard time moving our overweight luggages to the airport,
did some last minute shopping before heading off to the airport for dinner.
Flight was delayed for an hour plus.

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yes, I certainly love Hk :)

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I have been seeing Tanny on a daily basis since the day I arrived in Singapore.
HAHA to make up for the no-tanny days while I was in Hk.
She even picked me up from the airport, sweet stuff right.

Now the thing is,
I promised to eat less and lose weight when I am back in Singapore,
BUT I am like eating so much, even more than Tanny.
I feel so embarrassed each time when I have to tell her I'm hungry.
fat&mafan.com/keli2010

On a brighter side, I ran today, but prolly only 2km.
At least I didn't feel that bad after eating
the fried oyster at chompchomp earlier on.
Frolick after my lunch/dinner/supper,
and mel gave me free strawberry toppings on my yoghurt :D

2010-05-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

T, thanks for the pretty jellyhearts this time round;
they look way better than those I saw close to a year ago HAHA :)
It was a pleasant surprise anyway!

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I just spent 3 hours uploading pictures onto Fb,
will blog about my trip tmr instead,
don't know why I am so tired today.
till then! :)

2010-05-05T17:58:00.003+08:00

Before:

After:

I spent 2.5 hours on this :)

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Today's the first time, I travel to NTU all by myself in the early morning.
Seriously, it felt like shit.
I woke up at 640am, left home at 720am, only to reach school at 855am.
This is just the beginning, life without hall sucks too.
The highlight of my journey:
The train stopped at boon lay without opening its doors,
and later left for Pioneer with all of us looking puzzled and of course,
annoyed.
Imagine so many people crowding at the door, not being to get out.
Being typical Singaporeans, many headed down to the control station of Pioneer
and did what they are good at - complain.
It was a pretty funny sight though, what a good start to my day.

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I figured that with two hours of sleep ain't gonna be enough to keep me alive
for my trip, shall catch some sleep before catching my flight later.
Can't wait to shop and eat in HongKong,
but I will miss monster Tanny!

Speaking of Tanny,
I am now waiting for her to deliver the Chicken Rice to me;
in exchange, I got her the Jumbo cup of KOI,
Look at the amount of pearls!

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We are gonna watch Food Inc (((:

2010-05-03T23:58:00.001+08:00

And so, Tanny and I spent our day together roaming around.
From Chinatown to Ann Siang Rd, then to Ikea Alexandra for lunch,
followed by Holland V for Ice Cream, then back to my place,
and lastly, Hougang Mall for Macs dinner/supper.

Hello Tanny,
I have been moody in the afternoon, its pretty obvious I know.
Thanks for spending the day with me, you prolly wanted to explode already.
At least you didn't yell at me or throw me by the roadside to die alone.
Sorry for that few hours of crap from me.
Still, thank you and ilu. ♥
(you owe me a worm dance!)

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Another broken mug :(((
You don't know how much I love this mug, damn it.
How did it crack? Cause I left it in the freezer, it sorta 'exploded'.
On the average, I'd break a mug per semester;
hence, I should just stop buying mugs.

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Yes, I got a ticket to the Beerfest! :D
I hope I won't have to miss it.

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These few weeks or months gonna be rough for me,
I hope I will be able to pull through.
Miracles do happen, don't they?
I am mentally prepared, I have to be honest.
It feels worse than any disaster.

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HongKong in another 2 more days!

2010-04-30T17:51:00.004+08:00

I need to speak to you so badly right now.