♥KERR. Different from you.
them. Aaron Celestine Cheryl Chloe Darren Edeee Esther Eunice Hueyhuey Janelle Janice Jazreel Joyce Justina Melinda Michelle Minghui Siangyee Tanny Yolanda Yuwen Soccerettes Soccernet Credits. ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, November 21, 2010 two people, two crabs, one plate of fried seafood goreng, and... FIFTEEN mantous. We did it again. - A mini gathering over at Xinhui's place. Her mom had prepared the following dishes for the 8 of us :D 8 of us, we finished four long loafs of bread with the curry HAHA. Honestly, I am a big fan of home-cooked food. Given a choice, I will starve myself everyday and rush home for food. A must-have on the dining table would be a bowl of hot soup. I used to have that but now, not anymore. Damn it, I wanna cry again ): - Nothing beats hanging out with the seven of them, with them around, I can be my true self. Because they don't judge. I know of people around who are two-faced. They don't know how scary they can be. I don't like to deal with such issues actually. So the best thing to do would be - isolate myself from that kind of people. - Few things about me have changed over time; I used to look at myself in the mirror and feel happy, now I can only feel like a lump of shit. I used to be able to stay up till 5am in the morning and not feel a thing about it the next day even w/o sufficient amount of sleep. Now, I feel like dying w/o my 8 hours of sleep and I could easily fall ill just by lacking that few hours of sleep. I used to be able to make decision swiftly, now I take days to decide on one simple thing. I used to be very independent, now I feel scared all the time. I used to think that eating/shopping alone is fine and cool, now I just think that I am a damn loner. I used to think that maybe I am not that dumb, but now I think I am quite a stupid one. - I must learn to be more optimistic. Cause I know there are people around who love me still. - Red bolster, Mega Carrot, Honey, Silky Blankie checked! :D