Been thinking, and thinking about what I really want in life, be it studies, relationship, friendship, happiness.
It turned out that I don't really have a definition for happiness in my life. All I do in life is just whine, complain, annoy people, feel sad, make people sad, moody round the clock, waste time, take short cuts, get paranoid, feel jealous, get angry, act on impulse, brainless acts all the time, waste money, last minute work and the list goes on.
So negative. (See, wallowing in self-pity yet again!) HAHA.
I need to CHANGE.
today,
Dental appointment. I AM GOING TO REMOVE MY BRACES ON 3RD MARCH 2010, if nothing's going wrong! :D Lunched with Tanny. It was a quiet day for us. If you ask me why, I have no idea as well.
Bumped into V at Boon Lay, while I was on my way back to hall in the evening, love that. So we decided to take a picture, at the crowded train station. Camwhoring during peak hour is no joke I swear.
Nice dessert at Raffles City with J. Thanks for accompanying me today friend! And thanks for stopping me from buying Beer today! :D
Rushed back to hall for some hall function after my dinner.
This time round, it was xinhui whom I bumped into.
Had a nice chat with her before Roomie came down and joined me for the function.
Wasted 2hours of my life today.
Time is money, money is time - Roomie and I are worshiping this statement for this month.
(Novia, you have to like this!)
Heard this old song on my itouch today,
The pieces don't fit anymore.
I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small I've been drawing the line and watching it fall You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart
Well I can't explain why it's not enough Cause I gave it all to you And if you leave me now Oh just leave me now It's the better thing to do It's time to surrender It's been too long pretending There's no use in trying When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore
You pulled me under so I had to give in Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone