Sunset Boulevard

♥KERR.

Different from you.

them.

Aaron
Celestine
Cheryl
Chloe
Darren
Edeee
Esther
Eunice
Hueyhuey
Janelle
Janice
Jazreel
Joyce
Justina
Melinda
Michelle
Minghui
Siangyee
Tanny
Yolanda
Yuwen
Soccerettes
Soccernet

Credits.
©Glamouresque.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Living in light or darkness.

Right now, my heart is feeling heavy.
Behind the smile and the laughter,
things aint moving right for me.
My mom's in hospital, again.
I am sad, yet I can't do anything.
In fact, I feel worse not being there for her,
that kind of being useless sorta feeling.
Every little thing around me just reminds me of her.

I am just hoping that she'll be fine,
for that I am willing to sacrifice anything in the world.

-

Okay, but life still goes on, but I don't feel as normal I reckon.

Attended a mini birthday celebration few hours ago.
John's 21st.
It was just the nine of us,
Darren,Eric,George,Gordon,Jenny,John,Siangyee,Xinhui&Myself.
We made a crowd at John's place;
steamboat for dinner.
However, I felt that the air I absorbed from laughing was more filling
than the food.
Thank you friends for making the night less lonely for me;
and also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!

-

At the end of the day when the lights are off and when the surrounding gets quiet,
reality sinks back in,

and you will feel lonely and sad
again.

Don't really feel like talking much lately,
the sick feeling has been haunting me.
Spent the weekend on the Meranti workshop,
saturday and sunday, 830am to 6pm.
Been sleeping for only 4hours each day.
No wonder I can never recover,
my body can never get a proper rest,
my brain can never take a break,
my heartbeat can never slow down.
Though it was damn packed weekend,
I am just glad enough to have met Jinyu and
spent little time with Tanny.

So, I just hope that this week will be a peaceful week.

♥KERR. Different from you.
them. Aaron Celestine Cheryl Chloe Darren Edeee Esther Eunice Hueyhuey Janelle Janice Jazreel Joyce Justina Melinda Michelle Minghui Siangyee Tanny Yolanda Yuwen Soccerettes Soccernet Credits. ©Glamouresque.	Monday, January 18, 2010 Living in light or darkness. Right now, my heart is feeling heavy. Behind the smile and the laughter, things aint moving right for me. My mom's in hospital, again. I am sad, yet I can't do anything. In fact, I feel worse not being there for her, that kind of being useless sorta feeling. Every little thing around me just reminds me of her. I am just hoping that she'll be fine, for that I am willing to sacrifice anything in the world. - Okay, but life still goes on, but I don't feel as normal I reckon. Attended a mini birthday celebration few hours ago. John's 21st. It was just the nine of us, Darren,Eric,George,Gordon,Jenny,John,Siangyee,Xinhui&Myself. We made a crowd at John's place; steamboat for dinner. However, I felt that the air I absorbed from laughing was more filling than the food. Thank you friends for making the night less lonely for me; and also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN! - At the end of the day when the lights are off and when the surrounding gets quiet, reality sinks back in, and you will feel lonely and sad again. Don't really feel like talking much lately, the sick feeling has been haunting me. Spent the weekend on the Meranti workshop, saturday and sunday, 830am to 6pm. Been sleeping for only 4hours each day. No wonder I can never recover, my body can never get a proper rest, my brain can never take a break, my heartbeat can never slow down. Though it was damn packed weekend, I am just glad enough to have met Jinyu and spent little time with Tanny. So, I just hope that this week will be a peaceful week.