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Sunday, November 29, 2009, 7:26 PM
No one should ever eat Green Tea cake again.
Its actually easier to hate yourself than to hate another person.So, I choose to hate myself. In fact, I can only hate myself for always being stupid. I wanted someone to talk to at that very moment but I could find none. I needed to dry my tears but there wasn't anyone around to offer me tissue. I needed a hug to keep me in my comfort zone but no one offered. Cause everyone was either gone or drunk. The scar remains even when the wound is heeled, tell me how to remove it. Its presence is much worse than the pain from the wound. I was complete retard last night. _ Yesterday. Celebrated Bronson's birthday with Est, Dan and the bball guys, Dinner at Vivo, it was a random one, a surprise dinner that Est had planned for him. Anyway, Happy birthday to you, Bronson. Cabbed to Dempsey to meet Justina, Shuenlin, James and Kaiyang for beer. And beer. Off to Phuture with Justina to meet Mel, Lina and Shermaine. The five of us, finished a bottle of Whiskey with two bottles of mixers. I witnessed a friend rolling on the road, and myself being stupid. I paid the full amount just to stay in Phuture for one hour. In fact, I stayed outside Zouk for 3 hours and only one hour inside. Paid to gain the experience of what happened in Phuture last night. So pathetic, I know. My phone has scratches now and my leg has bruises. Series of unfortunate events. Drama, not all people can take it, my heart is too weak I reckon. I am happy. We are all cool, and I am still loved, I hope. ♥ Saturday, November 28, 2009, 6:08 AM
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My not-so-favourite-anymore green stuffs, Starbucks Green Tea Frappe, Steamed Green tea cake & Green tea bread. - After two hours of trying-to-sleep, I figured that it's close to impossible to fall asleep right now. The meaning of sad never felt so real. One thing for sure, I will wake up with fat and ugly eyes tomorrow. And fuck, why am I so emotional and petty, so much so that I must make people get pissed off with me over some lame and stupid reasons. I know I am always making a big fuss over frivolous issues, and then causing misery to myself as well as annoying people around me. Still and all, there are days that I would really feel dumb about myself, and have you ever realised that your words really mean a lot to me. You're never the bully, I am the one. I have always been childish, forcing you to do or like things that you loathe. For that, I am really sorry, I still love you more than the can of beer that is sitting inside my fridge. Its all my fault, my bad. Friday, November 27, 2009, 2:42 AM
What is in your head?
26th November 2009. - Such a beautiful moment. YAY. Goodbye to Exams. No more misery, for the time being only. When the grades come, it will be another thing. Whatever that is, I'm gonna enjoy first. Oh, the guy sitting next to me today must have found my stomach noisy. I had HoneyStars at noon (No Coffee) and left for exams. Felt as if there was a band playing in my stomach. Anyway, so when the examiner said Stop Writing, the same guy shouted, 'ORD-loh' Seriously, I was trying so hard not to laugh. Left for Canteen B to collect my online shopping stuffs, happy :) And, the best part, I met CHLOE for dinner, shopping, coffee and a catching-up session. Spam XLB at Ding tai fung, I was hell damn hungry, but I think she was hungrier, HAHAH! Chloe: Eh I like, how? ME: Just buy! Us: HAHAH, karma! Love spending time with this girl ♥ Now that exams are o v e r, I have to plan what I wanna do during the hols, but above all that, I need to first get rid of my dark eyerings and those two fugly eyebags. I spent 3hours on travelling around Singapore today, could have died. Dear all, I won't be in Singapore from 1st to 6th Dec. Meet up after I am back alright! So far, 8th, 9th and 15th are all taken. I wanna find a part time job, help please! Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 11:23 PM
Plates, Rocks, Volcanoes, Cloud, Earth, Where Are You.
Go footy tube and watch the recent Spurs vs Wigan game,Goals galore, ten goals in total. The first half was only 1 nil. Final score was 9-1, wtf I know. And Jermain Defoe scored a total of 5 goals, close to a double hat-trick man. Because of this embarrassment, the Wigan players are gonna refund the fans the cost of their tickets to White Hart Lane. Anyway, with just five hours of sleep, I walked out of my hall looking like a zombie this morning. Went all the way to Sembawang Coffee Bean to study with Bronson, Daniel, Denise & Qiyou. Why Sembawang, cause we needed a real ulu place whereby we won't get chased out. We practically stayed in there the entire day, from 1pm to 9pm. Rocks, volcanoes, plates, atmosphere, never ending discussion. Ziyan came over at 8pm with Denise's Birthday cake, surprise surprise! :))) Happy Birthday Denise! This is what we talk about on msn, ![]() completely insane. I AM SO LAZY TO HIT THE BOOKS NOW. FEEL LIKE SLEEPING. ALL THE BEST FOR THE PAPER TOMORROW FOLKS. WE ARE NOT WALKING OUT BEFORE THE PAPER ENDS ALRIGHT. TWO MORE DAYS ONLY. There's a place I would like to go. Monday, November 23, 2009, 4:10 PM
Grey Sky Morning.
![]() I am such a terrible girl. Slept at 5am, struggled to wake up at 11am, but I did eventually. Had a satisfying breakfast AND, went back to sleep, with my book next to me. What is wrong with me, I never find shopping, playing, drinking, stoning, talking anywhere near tiring. But, when it comes to studying, I have much to whine and complain about. Please tell me I am not the only one like this. This is addictive and it has taken up so much of my time, on top of that, its not gonna help in my revision, but still here you go, I have extracted some funny ones. #OMGFacts: 1. At least 2 people die every year from vending machines falling on them. 2. Turtles can breathe through their butts. 3. A duck’s quack doesn’t echo, and no one knows why. 4. According to suicide statistics, Monday is the favored day for self-destruction. 5. 41% of Chinese people eat at least once a week at a fast food restaurant. 35% of Americans do. 6. There are between 5,000 and 7,000 tigers kept as pets in the United States. 7. Slugs have 4 noses. 8. Hawaii is moving toward Japan 4 inches every year. (GEOG WTF) 9. It's against the law to slam your car door in Switzerland. 10. Onions have no flavor, only a smell. (Serious?!?!!?) That's all for today. Need to continue with the self destruction process now. Roomie, where are you. I am so bored! No one to gossip and go online shopping with me :((( honeystarsforlunchyummers! till then, all loves ♥ 2:34 AM
We are just Extraordinary.
Satisfied. Intoxicated. YAY. I just had a fair share of taohuay & youtiao, delivered to me all the way from Geylang to NTU. So nice, bth. Just as I wanted to die from reading the Geog textbook, Tanny came 'banging' at my door. What a pleasant surprise, and so sweet, I know! She always lie to me, telling me that she is doing this, doing that, and 'poof' the next thing you know, she is at my doorstep. thankyouternny! ♥ Took a long break from my work, now I need to fast forward my revision, damn. I want to throw away the clock in my room, its adding on to my stress level, so noisy. Few more days to the start of my holidays. Can't wait to watch Sesame street's performance with Tanny. Can't wait to 'crawl' with Justina. Can't wait to meet up with Weiting Mich & Vith. Can't wait to shop. Can't wait to curl my hair. Can't wait to go meet Mommy dearest. Can't wait to play badminton again. Can't wait for Xmas to come. Can't wait to meet the 38s people, especially Xinhui! Lastly, Can't wait for this stupid exam to end. - Dear all, I seriously need help in AAG, esp on Water Budget, pleaseeeeeeee :(((( This is funny. I heard this while buying breakfast. Angmoh guy: Cactus (Breakfast)? Apparently the breakfast time is over. The china girl at the cashier: Moaning moaning (Morning) only! Angmoh guy: Then how? China girl: Another one? Sunday, November 22, 2009, 11:35 AM
I love Atmoshperic Motion/Pressure
Manchester United v Everton Uploaded by ireiknow. - Check out more sports and extreme sports videos. When life is tough and boring, watch some soccer action, keeps you going. Awesome play, cheers! Both Owen and Rooney should be regulars in the first 11, don't you think so. FYI, Rooney was an ex everton-ian and Owen's childhood favourite team was Everton. Final score 3-nil. Check out the goal at 34th min, OMG. Friday, November 20, 2009, 11:52 PM
Piglet is my new best friend.
TGIF. Two papers down, two more to go. Two disgusting ones to go I mean. I was practically freezing while scribbling on my paper this afternoon. Yeah scribbling, don't even know what I was thinking. I am expecting another round of 'nagging' when I get my grades. Tell me about the weather, why do they have to blast the aircon. I thought I would be fine with my jeans and pullover on, but no, the aircon + today's weather = blizzard. Even right now, my fan feels like an aircon to me. Walked back to hall right after the paper and saw a pizza delivery man waiting at the stairs of my hall. Its Friday, our day for being slobs. The word 'slob' tells you that the delivery man in none other than Tanny right, HAHA. Yeah and CHEERS, she got us Pizza, BEER, and ICE CREAM from Island Creamery! what a way to celebrate the end of two papers. How to not be fat like that. tsk. Love the mushrooms that were hidden under the hams.I'm like hungry now, its 3.20am already, and sadly, I have to be up early tomorrow to study again. If you know me well enough, you should know that in order for me to get my day started, I need a good breakfast and Coffee on my desk. (My Roomie is well aware of it and she laughed at me for this tsk!) So now, what should I eat for breakfast later. Alright, maybe I should read a bit of my Geog notes before I turn in, till then, all loves ♥ tinynerdyternny, thank you for all! 12:55 AM
The journey from there to here.
Instead of studying for my next paper, that is sadly, taking place tomorrow, I am reading through my diary and stuffs from the past. Made me realise how everything has changed and evolved over time. I'm part of all the changes too. Either I got nostalgic from all the studying thus leading myself to dig out the stuffs, or the stuffs got me into this bittersweet mood. I love the past, they look from beautiful from here. I often fail to see things from another point of view, making decisions swayed by impulse, my bad. Is saying a No to someone that difficult that we have to always come up with excuses or beat about the bush. Ironically, when you tell yourself not to think about it, you end up thinking even more. Pardon me, these are just some random thoughts of mine tonight. Lastly, life is not all about comparison. (Or put it this way, examination is a total waste of resources - manpower & time especially) Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 10:24 PM
Seeing you is just as nice as seeing the meteor shower, or even better.
MY FIRST PAPER IS TOMORROW. Bless me. I might faint upon seeing the questions tomorrow. Or even start foaming. My breakfast and lunch were just 5 minutes apart. I was eating my cereal halfway when Tanny came knocking on the door, with so many food, Dimsum-ssss & taohuay. So sweet of her to wake up early to buy me food :))) And by the way, her definition of (real) early is like 11am. Her breakfast is usually 2pm. But today's slightly earlier, tsk. ![]() And thats my taohuay, havent had it for so long, now the craving is back! To whoever is reading this, ask me out for taohuay soon please! (My LAST paper is on 26th Nov, 330pm Sharp) ![]() Did I mention that Tanny brought her Guitar all the way to NTU today. She wants me to beat Justina, HAHAHA! I tried strumming, seriously, I wanna commit suicide. Random, I read this from my friend's blog, “Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, and of course, each other. If girls dressed for boys, they’d just walk around naked all the time” -Betsey Johnson Interesting. Monday, November 16, 2009, 9:40 PM
Tanny, please stop laughing at me okayyyyyy!
A cold day indeed. Woke up early though I slept early too. But wait, my definition of sleeping early means early in the morning. Some elephant staying above my floor was skipping ropes at 3am. I beg her for nuts, please, I need absolute silence to sleep. Should this happen today, stern action would be taken. Sleep is precious during this hectic period, I'm sorry for being nasty. Holland V for breakfast with Tanny. YAKUN again, I like :) Haven't had it for long since they don't have it in NTU. She yawned 76914283 times today I swear. Okay, I feel bad for taking up her sleep hours. But I need Sunshine to get my day started, and now I feel selfish. Settled down at Starbucks to do some revision. Waited for Justina to join us. She was supposed to teach me Geog but ended up Tweeting and Facebook-ing. Distracting, tsk! Its okay, I managed to conquer three AAG topics today. Xlb@CrystalJade after we got sick of our work, and when my irritating stomach complained about hunger. Off to Island Creamery for ICECREAM on a cold rainy day. No Tiger Sorbet (According to my friends, its made with TIGER BEER). So sad, they don't have it there today when the two alcoholics (Tanny & Justina) happened to be there with me. So as we were walking, I kinda showed them what exactly happened to me on saturday afternoon, I'm referring to the very unfortunate barrier incident by the way. Guess what, Tanny spotted that signboard that says, 'Beware of Barrier' Made me feel so silly all over again. (My drawing not bad right HAHA)We spent like an hour plus doing retarded things. JUSTINA LIVE IN SINGAPORE, for 10 SECONDS. (Psst, all FAKE one. Got action, no sound, HAHA) Tanny and I waited for her like forever but in the end we didn't get to hear anything at all. ![]() After seeing Justina trying to strum the guitar, I am determined to learn and play it, for her. Give me sometime, after my exams :D That's Tanny for you, the Pro among the three of us.- No motivation to study. Hate this part right here. Maybe this might work, 10 more days to the END of exams. Sunday, November 15, 2009, 1:50 PM
Let it wash away my sanity.
I appreciate the fact that you guys still make time out of your busy scheduleand turned up for this little meet-up session. thanks for the joy! ♥ My day started in the wrong direction yesterday. Woke up late, supposed to meet the girls at 1pm, but I woke up at 1230pm. Rushed like mad, decided to take a cab down. The cabbie drove the long way to the Jln Serene, so I ended up touring around Clementi, HollandV, Buona Vista. After 25min, I finally reached the place, and I was feeling real angry about the whole touring around incident and my conversation with the cabbie which I ain't gonna elaborate here. Anyway, I was walking behind this car and my mind was only thinking about the cabbie. Guess what, suddenly out of nowhere, the car park barrier crashed onto my nose, from above. What the fuck seriously. I have to say this because I was in deep shock. Since the barrier thingy was right in front of Macs, I could so many 'OMG' from the background. This picture should be useful for you to imagine the scene.Its not just about the embarrassment, its about the pain my nose had to endure. Met the girls for lunch at Mad Jack and Dessert at Island Creamery. Here you go, I tried two new flavours today, Love the Apple pie to bits, so niceeeee :)The Burnt Caramel is awesome too! Off for grocery shopping in the evening. After the whole touring-cabbie-nose incident, I kinda decided to boycott all the cabs. Being pathetic, I carried those heavy bags and took a bus back. Mad rush, back in hall for an hour and I had to leave. TOOK A CAB (No choice already) to town. I think maybe I can quit shopping but I can never stop taking cab. Met Tanny, Lizard and Eunice at Far East plaza for BEER. Walked over to York Hotel for Charlene's Birthday surprise. And for more BEER. Technically speaking, the four of us, meaning T, L, E and I finished a huge bottle of Heineken each. Like 'Cheers!' each time we conquer a bottle. Bloated like a cow. Yes COW. I found a new love, Baileys with Milo. That made Chivas sound so yesterday, HAHA! I should stop making myself sound as if I am some alcoholic. Enough of that. So happy. Now I am back, and stuck with the notes and misery. Sun(less)day. Saturday, November 14, 2009, 2:15 AM
My feet are stucked here, so is my soul.
Friday, November 13, 2009, 1:24 AM
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility
![]() Because I know that if I were to fall, you would be around for me to cling onto. - A well spent Thursday. 1. Shopped 2. Manicure-d 3. Payed my bills 4. Studied 2 chapters of AAG and 1of AAQ. 5. Gone for a haircut (Sighs, my hair is so much shorter now) 6. Applied the mask on my face, like finally. 7. Met Tanny for dinner at Dempsey :))) I had a nice and rather peaceful dinner today as compared to other days when we dine out. I was too hungry to play with the food today. My stomach's filled with all the good stuff today, Starbucks' Coffee Carrot Milk Juice, HAHA. Turkey ham and Mushroom Pasta Ben&Jerrys Strawberry Cheesecake Icecream. Maltesers. And uhm, one can of Heineken :D Heck the diet thing for now. My neck is aching like mad now. I need to lie down on my bed and not move. Its an excuse not to continue with my revision. Random: I hate Lady Gaga's Bad Romance. So irritating. Till then, ♥ Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 6:36 PM
The sea breeze, the night sky and nothing else.
What oxygen is to the lungs, such is love to the meaning of happiness.- I AM REALLY TIRED. What to do, exams are round the corner and my brain is as hollow as ever. All I can think of is - the things I want to do right after the papers. Maybe its a form of Intrinsic motivation. Unfortunately, I am not motivated at all. Slept for 4 hours this morning, rushed off to school for a tutorial marathon, which lasted for 6hours. Basically I ate, shit, learned and revised my work in the same building. What surprised me is the fact that I didn't feel sleepy during the lesson, just that my stomach made some noises here and there along the way. Study hours far exceeded sleep hours. A contradicting statement I would have to say. I have ten things on the waiting list, my to-do list in particular. Out of all ten, I have done one thus far. To be honest, those tasks do not require me to spend more than on hour on each. Hopeless case, I know. Because all these will come to end one day. I have so many things I want to eat, maybe I am too stressed. Why can't all human beings be of the same perfect shape and size, and not go out of shape HAHA. In that case, I won't even have to worry after consuming an elephant. Food, so sinful. My number one rule before exams kick start, no more than 2hours on FB, no more than 3 hours on MSN. Applicable on a daily basis. As for now, I'm gonna take a nap, till then, all loves ♥ Monday, November 09, 2009, 11:48 PM
The little things you do to me, are taking me over.
Some pictures for sharing. ![]() ![]() ![]() As stupid as it can be, I am actually missing them right now. - Utterly disappointed by the fact that ManU lost to Chelsea last night. One stupid goal changed the entire game. One Pussy (Drogba, duh) ruined the game. One retarded Ref (Martin Atkinson, again) made us lose faith in all referees. Anyhow, caught the game at ManUtd Bar/Cafe, awesome place. The crowd was really loud. And there was this really entertaining Angmoh guy who kept hitting the wall whenever manutd missed a chance. He looked so troubled, but I just couldnt stop giggling. No doubt ManUtd played well, at least thats what I think though.And Y, thanks for the ride back. The road back to NTU has always been a dreadful one. Also, I feel bad when people come all the way here to look for me. - Went all the way to NUS to meet Mich to have lunch and STUDY. FYI, the cabfare form NTU to NUS is like $13, heartpain. Anyway, I wouldnt wanna talk about what we were doing at Macs, tsk. Met Tanny during her break and TOURED around her school. Lazy to elaborate. Settled down at BK, where we met Cheryl and got hooked onto FB. Rushed off at 5pm, took one long sleepy/hungry/dizzy hour to get back to school. Attended this workshop by Chef Yong. I can now roast a turkey. HAHA! Bet on this, I don't think I will ever roast one on my own. ![]() - What I ate today: Filet-O-fish Veggie soup Creamed Potatoes with Smoked Salmon and Fresh Coriander Turkey and Carrots Cinnamon flavoured Pumpkin puree with Maple Walnut Ice Cream Seriously, how to lose 1kg this week. I highlighted those food in red cause I know SOMEONE in particular will roll her eyes when she sees those food, HAHA! - Everything inside of me like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating. Sunday, November 08, 2009, 10:45 PM
I won't say goodbye anymore.
This is a fairly retarded picture, I know.But I like it, so I'm gonna share it. HAHA. Anyway, its sunday night AGAIN, the most painful night of the week, I can hear the call of another torturous week. Fortunately, this week will be less demanding as compared to the past few weeks. Basically, all I have to do is to get myself prepared for my upcoming exams. Come to think of it, it's still a tough chore, its not as if I have been paying much attention lately. I need luck to ace my papers. Luck. Things that I MUST get it done by this week: 1) SETTLE MY BKK trip. (Girls, SEE THIS! Its my TOP priority on the to-do list!) 2) Get started on AAG101/102 revision. 3) Apply the facial mask that has been rotting in the fridge. (Please don't laugh) 4) Uhm, meet up with Weiyun and Jieming. (Novia, I didnt mention your name cause you are right next to me now) 5) Lose 1Kg this week. (Pretty unlikely, but I will still TRY, HAHA!) 6) Get rid of unwanted clothes in my wardrobe, exploding. 7) Go for a haircut, maybe short hair will be easier to manage. 8) Get a new pair of glasses, I'm going blind soon. 9) Stay HAPPY :) No more pms hahaha! - MANU VS CHELSEA in one hour's time. Byeeeeee! 2:23 AM
They are there to make me unhappy.
![]() xoxo. Finally got to see May, Joyce and Zijie after 85137456 years. Back from Chloe's party. Tanny and I were there to eat, eat, eat and watch tv and watch tv. HAHA, thats basically what we do at parties most of the time. I shall stop going for parties, might turn into a pig soon. And yes, no one wants to be fat, let alone being called fat. Saturday night burnt off that fast. I am tired like mad now, had two Panadols and one can of beer. Guess they are reacting in my stomach now, I can feel it. Thought I could sleep for as long as I want on a saturday morning, but May destroyed my plan. She called me at 930, 1030 and 1130am. By the third phone call, I gave up on going back to sleep. First sentence she said was, 'Hello, are you still sleeping?' Yes. HAHA. - Tired, of thinking, and going through that same feeling again. - Friday, November 06, 2009, 11:14 PM
Hoot Hoot.
![]() Never ever sick of wasting time like this. Anyhow, so dead, now I got the forms for OBS, I might just have to say Yes to my friends. Keli, 4D3N OBS camp, the people there will laugh for 4D3N, or even longer than that, HAHAHA. Spare me the embarrassment please, can I not go, LOL! Okay, here is a confession, I have been skipping this particular tutorial for about a month plus already. And today, happened to be the last lesson for this Semester. My very last chance of getting that pathetic 5 or 10% of class participation points, or whatever you call that. Guess what, I skipped it as well. God Bless Me, now I have to ace my final paper in 2 weeks time. YEAH TWO WEEKS, my mind is BLANK. My essay will be one paragraph long. Hate cramps, hate. Chloe's Party tomorrow, can't wait to see her :D The theme is - Gossip Girl. Imagine. Okay, thats about it for today. And before I forget, Im happy - cause I am going to watch ManU play against Chelsea on Sunday. Realised the short sentences and phrases, its a sign, I am tired, so goodnight :D Thursday, November 05, 2009, 11:42 PM
13 days to my first paper, gawd.
![]() A new memeber to my collection, the Elmo, HAHA. Thanks to Tanny! :D YAY! My presentation ended at noon, happy like mad. Won't have to go through the agony anymore, as for this Sem I mean. Anyhow, it went well, thank God. Rushed off to town to meet Tanny and her friends for the movie, Love Happens. Honestly speaking, I don't think it's a fantastic one. Somehow the packaging of the movie made it look so-damn-good. Turned out, its only so-so. Dinner at Newton Circus, its like another Chomp Chomp. No, I'm not talking about the food, I'm referring to the smell of my hair and my clothes after stepping out of the place. I smelled like a Chicken Wing. HAHA! I got a ride back to hall by the other Chicken Wing. (Tanny the Chicken Wing) Note: My roomie loves the smell of the wipes that we use to mop the floor, HAHA, I know she is going to kill me for this! I want to join a Shop-a-thon. Tuesday, November 03, 2009, 8:53 PM
(154) days and still counting.
Sweetest breakfast ever. I know, to you its just Macs' pancakes and maple syrup. BUT, the fact that it was a surprise from Tanny made it extremely S W E E T. She made me call her at 9am to wake her up so that she won't have to miss school. Turned out that she didn't attend school but came all the way to my hall,
with the breakfast. Delightful surprise, I like and treasure. ♥ Thank You, Sunshine! _______________________________________________ That aside, something real scary happened to me last night, or rather this morning. At 430am, when I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, I could hear many voices ringing in my head, felt as if a dozen of people chanting into my ears. That left me frozen for a while, not kidding. I took close to another 30min to fall asleep I reckoned. Stressed. Right now, I can feel my eyelids collapsing. So sleepy. Since I had a good start to my day, the screwed up feeling for my Geog test was naturally neutralized. Then again, same theory goes, 'I will work harder for the next test.' @#$%&* Ended up feasting at Sakae Sushi with Aining right after the test. N and C were there to watch us eat, they were there for buffet while Aining and I were struggling in lecture. The amount I paid for my food was close to theirs, but the amount I ate was less than half; all thanks to my all-so-weird hours for lessons. Remaining days of school for this week: Wed = 1 lecture + 1 tutorial + 1 Presentation dry-run Thurs = 1 Presentation Friday = No school. With that, I simply can't wait for thurs afternoon to arrive. - Because, when everything starts to change, I will have to change and adapt to it as well. _______________________________________________ A Random Note To Share:
Wayne Rooney is a major doubt for Manchester United's clash with CSKA Moscow after wife Coleen today gave birth to the couple's first child a baby boy.
United boss Sir Alex Ferguson is almost certain to excuse the England striker from Tuesday's Champions League action so that he can stay with his wife and newborn. The child, who the couple have named Kai Wayne Rooney, was born at 2.20pm at Liverpool Women's Hospital on Monday, their spokesman said. The spokesman added: "Mother and baby are both absolutely fine. Wayne and Coleen are thrilled with the wonderful addition to their family life." -soccernet-
K is for Keli too! Monday, November 02, 2009, 11:54 PM
In the sea of people, there is only you.
Just as I felt like dying, and feeling miserable about school, weiting says: CURLS meet up soon! I forgot how u look like already GAWD. You don't know how much I miss this person, yeah WEITING I'm talking about you. Like how often we used to see other, 7 times a week. Now, 3 times a year :( ![]() ![]() Enough of embarrassing pictures. Love those days filled with all the nonsense we had done. Have I been missing from planet Earth lately. Currently hooked onto David Archuleta's Touch My Hand. This morning, I walked into the LT singing that song, Bronson and Qiyou came out singing that song as well. The three of us were watching Arsenal's goals on footy-tube during Geog lecture, and singing that song. Tomorrow, Geog test, We or rather I, am so going to die. Slept at 5am this morning, completed my AED essay in 6 hours, with FB as the main distraction, duh. Woke up at 9am and rushed to school to submit another assignment. Macs with Aining from 4pm to 6pm, hate the rain. Back in hall, did a little work, dozed off at 7pm. And damn, woke up only at 1opm. A nap should not be more than 1 hour, For this case, it's a few naps. Wasted 3 hours of my life. Now, intensive revision for tomorrow's test. My friend recommended this, Red bull + Coffee + Chicken Essence. Your exam survival (Lao-sai) kit. So far, I have been giving out and sharing the green tea sweets I bought, all positive feedbacks, except Tanny's. Tanny, see, it's you. Everyone thinks that it is niceee! You need to try again, HAHA! Random: one of the brackets of my braces dropped out while I was busy munching my popcorn, must have been that stupid seed, so hard. It has been weird lately, and I can't really explain why. - Sunday, November 01, 2009, 11:11 PM
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You are my Sunshine, My only Sunshine.
![]() ![]() Awesome 31st October. Met Mel early morning to study. Was supposed to meet at 10am, we ended up meeting at 11am. I cabbed from home to AMK Library (CLOSED), then frm there to another part of AMK, from there, another cab to Novena Starbucks. One piece of clothing gone just by cabbing for so many times. 'KELI's NO Cab' policy is coming bcak SOON. Did one assignment in 4.5 hours. Mel walked over to Udders and bought a Mao Shan Wang ice cream. She looked so happy when she walked back, thinking that I would be just as happy too, but no, remember, I DON'T take Durian, tsk! - Esther came over for an hour before she went for her sweet sweet date, that girl couldnt stop smiling, LOL. Mel and I went for THAI EXPRESS (Chloe, I miss you!) - Went home bathed and left for Town to join Cheryl and Mel. Shopped, EAT EAT AND EAT (Why? Ask Mel hahaha!) Settled down at Shaw Centre before B send Esther down to join us. Look at the picture with the sunflower, that's Esther's. She has a sunflower, but we don't, sad and jealous. HAHA! -some stupid things happened along the way while we were waiting for them- Joined Cheryl and her friends at DblO. Tequilas, you are no longer my fear. Halloween costumes are-omg-so-interesting. Just by people watching, I can get high. Some dude was in the Cookie monster costume., I had the urge to hug him, HAHA, okay kidding only. There were bunnies all over the place and some people really looked like they just escaped from hell. and some, I don't know what are they actually. And yes, Tanny sneaked out and came over to DblO too, yay! Yes, I was happy to see her! :))) By the way, it was pouring when I left home so my aunt made me bring an umbrella out, no not the small portable one, the big and long one, gawd. I carried from town to DblO and deposited there, unglam. Burden, I have to make sure the Umbrella returns home with me. Guess what, while cabbing to Mel's house for sleepover at 430am, I LEFT THE UMBRELLA in the cab. WTF. After 10 hours of tyring-not-to-lose the umbrella, I lost it in the cab. Joke. Cursed Umbrella. Brekky with Roomie N. The thing is, I slept for only 4.5 hours. I have to stay up late tonight, to do my work. I am not complaining, I asked for it, LOL. Baby niece is a month old today. How cute :D Friday, October 30, 2009, 3:05 AM
Love remains the same.
Glad to know that I managed to meet her today.This woman came back to Singapore for like less than 60 hours. Tanny and I went down to Cathay to meet Jinyu for dinner and movie. YAY! I finally got to watch My Sister's Keeper. I tell you, I teared, rather badly. You know me, always that emotional. But guess what, Jinyu was weeping, and searching for tissue in the dark. I offered her a packet of tissue. Tanny was laughing at us, and she stared right into my eyes on purpose, just to emphasize on the fact that I teared. Okay, sad sad show, Overall, thumbs up for it. Everyday I learn something new hear something different, my heart CANNOT take it anymore. Don't come up with new ideas please. Don't fill up the blanks anymore. It's scarier that what I thought it could've been. No school on Friday. I'm gonna do as many assignments as I can, promise; So that I can party a little on sat :) I find it harder and harder to fall asleep. Either some thoughts are flooding my mind or I am simply NOT tired at all, which I simply cannot understand why. And sometimes, I get scared. Thursday, October 29, 2009, 2:54 AM
So Long Sweet Summer.
- Saw this bag while I was at Haji Lane (theblogshop), its retarded I know. I won't carry it, just that I like it. No, I swear I didn't buy it. Once retail therapy is over, the joy within is over too. It has been a rough week. I'm more or less done with my assignments for this week, I shall do some revision over the weekend. PBL - didn't know this is so powerful that it can force tears out a person's eyes. I don't like it at all, every single part of it. You won't understand how I feel each time when people mention the word PBL. I can feel myself falling apart. It's not that I want to wallow in self pity. I am typing all these, but you can choose not to read it. Back in hall I opened a tub of ice cream and shared it with Novia and Charmian. Island Creamery's Pulat Hitam. I think it's nice, and they think so too. But it was slightly melted due to the under-worked fridge. I'm beginning to love more sweet things I think. Crossing my fingers tight, I really wanna catch a movie tomorrow. My sister's keeper. Let's see, how should I begin. Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 11:39 PM
I need a pillar.
![]() I had a really sweet day, thanks. Drugs get people high. Alcohol makes people drunk. Ice cream makes me happy. Did I forget, assignments make me grumpy. Lessons, PBL meeting, Chef Eric's workshop, Lecture. Totally drained. The last time I looked at my clock was 10, its 12 now. Survived on that few pathetic hours of sleep. I'm beginning to wonder why do I even attend lecture when I don't learn anything from it. Chef Eric's culinary skills - Thumbs up. FYI, Chef Eric has appeared in several of channel8's cook shows and he is also a chef in the Mandarin Oriental Hotel. I'm not a big fan of salad (though I love veggies), but he made wanna order salad the next time I dine out. Dinner was settled at Relish today, not that bad I would say. Dessert at Island Creamery! I swear I was smiling while eating the ice cream, need more of such ice cream session. Have you guys realized this, I'm always smiling while consuming my ice cream. I saw a guy holding onto a yellow balloon, waiting outside the school's library today. I wonder who is that lucky girl. 6:02 AM
Every single second is so precious to me.
A thousand times I've seen you standing Gravity like a lunar landing make me want to run till I find you Shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all I hear everything we know fades to black. - What has school done to me. Its like some freaking 6am now. I want to sleep but I'm not sleepy. I have a long long day ahead. My first lesson's at 930am. I'm contemplating on whether I should still sleep or not. I'm hungry too. Went to Bukit Timah Plaza for some lame lesson in the afternoon. Off to NUS to meet Tanny for Lunch/Dinner. I managed to get a piece of work done while waiting for her lesson to end. We're good at making fun of people, bad. I can totally imagine the both of us falling of the chair. 'I hope nobody's looking at us.' See, even Tanny thought that way, so you should be able to understand how retarded we (or she) looked. HAHA. Vith came over to look for me, so happy to see her :D MegaHAPPY. Heard this over the radio today, (With the tune) If you are happy and you know it, think again. Eh wait, this has no link to me seeing Vith, I was really happy to see her. Okay, I am going to sleep now, my stomach's giving me the red light now. Goodnight, till then. Monday, October 26, 2009, 2:06 AM
![]() Sunday, October 25, 2009, 2:58 PM
Future Love.
I'm Back. My whole body was aching like mad yesterday, it's slightly better today. Don't laugh, cause I went swimming last evening. The last time I stepped into a pool was prolly a year ago, I think. Yeah, talk about fats :( I fell asleep at the couch right after I got home. Woke up after a while for dinner and SOCCER. I watched 3 soccer matches last night, consecutively. Wolves-Aston Villa Chelsea-Blackburn Sporting Lisbon-Real Madrid. But I did some work along the way, so don't bother to stress me. One of my Cousin's classmates just passed away, this primary four girl, drowned :( See, life is this fragile. Handle with care. Why do weekends have to pass by this fast. I have so many things undone.
Other than the first point, the rest will suck my blood again. But seriously, I find myself rather pale lately. Island Creamery tomorrow pleaseeeee! Friday, October 23, 2009, 11:32 PM
There isn't a need for a title today.
![]() JUSTINA☻ [.:三姑六婆:.]™ says: HAHAHA like that lor............ i love the learning part NOT the exams have to write like fuck and i write damn slow lol [KERMONSTER] says: yeah I think so too I kinda like rocks dont laugh at me hahahah JUSTINA☻ [.:三姑六婆:.]™ says: LOL which part about rocks? the limestone thingy? HAHAH [KERMONSTER] says: igneous/limestone and everything uh hahaha Siao alrdy LOL JUSTINA☻ [.:三姑六婆:.]™ says: HAHAHAH ew i don't like i love volcanoes hahahha we sound like geog freaks here Totally, nerds/freaks conversation. Since when we are like this, Gawd. Slept at 630am this morning, drained. Woke up at 9am for Dental. Met my dentist at 103oam and he went like 'whoa, no school today?' I replied, 'Yeah no school but I slept at 6plus this morning.' His award winning reply,'You look so refreshed and bright today!' I thought I appeared to be like some homeless kid today. Off to the National Library after dental, spent close to 2 hours there. Came out with 3 books and paid my library fine, like FINALLY. I WAS THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH AT 3.05PM TODAY. I finally found the Green Tea sweet I have been searching for ages. Those people who had met me earlier part of this week will know what I'm talking about. Tanny must be frowning now, HAHA! She hates the sweet. Met her after I bought the sweets and she drove me back to my hall. Guess what, we read the most interesting E-mail sent to me by one of our close friend. Can chant 'Oh-My-God' 764924815 times I swear. I need to get started with my work, I need help, not on how to do, but on how to get myself going. YAY! Tomorrow's Mommy-Dearest Birthday. Dinnerrrrr :D 2:59 AM
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That's about it.- Long Long Day. Slept for 4hrs, went for tutorial at 830am, Rocks. The day lasted till 230pm, collected my online shopping stuffs and left for Bugis. Why Bugis, cause I wanted to do some work at the National Library. Guess what, I ended up shopping; like what Tanny said, I really need help, rehab. Met Chloe at Magic Wok for some Thai food :D Maybe your mood determines the taste of the food. Somehow today's dinner's so much better than yeterday's. Or prolly cause I was way too hungry. Chloe and I left for MOF after dinner at Magic Wok, Green tea Latte. I can't seem to rule that outta my life, never I guess. Anyway, left Raffles City and joined Est, Mel, Dan & Jus at ION. Another round of food, gawd. The night's all filled with smiles and laughter, totally awesome. We love laughing and teasing each other, don't we, HAHA. We tried to plan our BKK trip but it kinda failed terribly. Please DO NOT play any Songs related to clubbing when you need these girls' brains to function. Tanny came later, but she was only in time to say Hi and Bye to them.I need my day to be a little longer at times, especially today. If only I didn't have to attend the class from 1130am to 230pm, today would've been a 10 out of 10 day. For the _________, please stop it. Its getting way too annoying. Voice out all the unhappiness please, don't just whisper to each other, that scene's pretty ugly I must say. Awful. Okay, I'm done with what I want to say for today, gonna start on AAG103 NOW. Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 11:11 PM
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If I have to say I am sorry, I will do it.If I had done something wrong, I didn't mean it. If I deserve this, so be it. Today's filled with tears. I was made to look like some thrash in front of the class. I know I didn't perform up to expectations, but I didn't plan that. Somehow I figured that when you are a kid, people come to you when you cry. But as you get older, it becomes the other way round. Much as I would like to, I didn't speak to anyone. It has been a quiet day, a real quiet day. Together with N and C, we caught the movie The Ugly Truth after my class. Initially I was quite reluctant to get out of school/hall, but I guess I needed some fresh air. School's sucking my blood, depriving me of my appetite for food. My choice for dinner was a total mess. And to be honest, I have an issue with ______ in my school. Why do people judge one another, and conclude that they know more than what their eyes can see. I heard people bitching about others/or even about their friends, are we to also assume that we are the victims of such a flaw too. Been through two nights with 4/5 hours of sleep each, thought it would be a pain to stay alive in class but I was wrong. I was more awake than ever, but my mind was elsewhere. What happened to being happy. Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 3:53 AM
Time Out.
And its Me and Mel.Met up with Esther, Melinda and Justina for gossip/drinks/shopping on sat afternoon. Tired like mad, cause I slept at close to 5am on sat morning. Check out Jus and Est's outfit, twinnies. LOL. Headed down to Phuture after my late nap. This is insane,but it was really a huge group of ex-NYJC people at Phuture on sat. There were still a couple more around. Oh well, it was a fun and exciting Saturday for some but traumatizing for most. I had my fair share of fun and a little bit of shock. Eye opener. No, obviously I am not going to elaborate anything here. Anyway, what happened there remains there alright, peace. Blame it all on super flaming, hahaha! And I think I had prolly sent out some rubbish texts between 1145pm to 1245am Knocked out at 630am. Sunday. PBL Project meeting at 130pm, City Hall MOF. Almost died. Puked out the Green Tea Latte I ordered. No Green Tea for me this week I swear. Met Tanny for Dinner at Timbre YAY. She didn't allow me to order the roasted duck pizza :((( Random supper outing with Chloe, Tanny and Lizard. When I say random, I really mean it. LOL! I am officially addicted to TomYum, Thanks uh Chloe, gawddd. My stomach's been cool, for twice, so it can't be luck. At this very moment, while typing this, I can hear my stomach growling, hungry. My blocked nose has been following me for days, since Thurs till now and I think it is getting worse. Even my voice is leaving me. Its 4.12am now, I just printed out a 17 pages long report. Can't sleep yet. There are more work on the desk to be done. And I'm busy searching for chocolates now to keep myself awake. So much for stoning/watching tv/shopping/slacking/bullying people(Tanny only) over the weekend. Its pay back time now. AAG Essay word count: 417/2000 Time check: 37 more hours to go. Verdict: I will update another time. Very likely to be dead by then. Back in hall once again, I kinda miss Lard now. Alright, gotta get back to my work now, wish me luck, tutorial at 930am tomorrow, doubt I will be sleeping. Saturday, October 17, 2009, 1:54 AM
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I wasted another 30bucks on cab fare last night, OUCH.My bag weighed more than a tonne I swear. It was somehow a worthy investment, in case my back breaks. I know, I am full of excuses when it comes to cabbing. - I have been having a blocked nose for two consecutive days already, but I can still smell Durian. Speaking of Durian, I went for a steamboat/BBQ buffet with Tanny and her friends just some hours ago, and they serve Durian puffs. Sucidal. Her friends and her are obsessed with durians. And I was forced to take a tiny bite @#$%^& That buffet has left me bloated for hours, even till now. I learnt a new game from TangQian today, its called, 'Qing Hua Qing Hua Tiao!' Has anyone heard of this game? And she cooked an egg yolk for me, which turned out to be some rubber egg yolk, LOL. I sat in for a 1.5hr lecture in Nus with Tanny today. I survived without my laptop, pen, paper, coffee, nothing; it was insane. Overcome the impossibilities. - Something random, I made Tanny dry my hair for me just now, imagine her with the hairdryer, hahahaha! Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 2:17 AM
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No, I'm not having a flu. Neither is it the air nor the dust. Likewise, it's not because my eyes are tired. I guess you must have figured out why. Since when I became so vulnerable to my surroundings. I just don't like it that way. |